tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post3776844182690177818..comments2024-03-13T00:33:12.617-05:00Comments on “Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson: Unacceptable Fantasiesancilla_kssthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10968994155747861194noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-27169307180615446152015-03-17T07:36:02.756-05:002015-03-17T07:36:02.756-05:00Your fantasies reminded me, for some reason, of an...Your fantasies reminded me, for some reason, of another book I read (I read a lot) that kinda fueled these feelings for me: A Little Princess. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0113670/<br />I can't remember anything horrible horrible happening to her, just the fact that she was suddenly in the role of servant and having to get used to that. ancilla_kssthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10968994155747861194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-8422971125657235782015-03-17T06:36:50.191-05:002015-03-17T06:36:50.191-05:00I daydreamed and my favourite wank fodder when I f...I daydreamed and my favourite wank fodder when I found I had a clitoris, at a young age, was cruelty, abandonment, humiliation, scat/piss, objectification, violation, all pride being taken away as if I was a "nothing" unworthy of anything,, even parents. No control of life, whether I lived or died. Of course, I did not know any of these words, I just knew it made my bits go "funny". The scenario, was being left in a old fashioned style of work house but present day, no privacy, little for clothing, dirty, covered in shit, with a cruel heartless man, whose face I never ever saw. Rows and rows of holes in wooden boards for toilets, as I would have to sit there, naked, berated, whilst this faceless man, watched over me whilst I pissed etc. He would tell me how dirty I was, foul, a nothing. How he controlled even when I pissed. Not one part of this was sexual in my thoughts but very very cruel. I still have this fantasy to date, though I have put it into an adult context now and much further down and deeper the road of degradation/humiliation/objectification/abandonment. I have touched on of all these aspects in real life but as yet not to the degree I have wished re a longer scene, perhaps 24hr. Not so easy to set up, mentally breaking, emotionally exhausting for both Dominant and slave and for after care required. I am not into scat per say, but to be degraded and used as a human toilet, left covered in shite then pissed on, hurt more, violated . Ho Hum Well let`s just say I want the whole shebang lol. Anything less does not tick the boxes in my head lol. Greedy bitch. XxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-81050081877508833392015-03-16T23:18:14.033-05:002015-03-16T23:18:14.033-05:00Oh my gosh yes, so much yes yes yes yes. So many u...Oh my gosh yes, so much yes yes yes yes. So many unspeakable things I have fantasized, and still do. Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-12641207952082055072015-03-16T18:26:38.466-05:002015-03-16T18:26:38.466-05:00I started imagining myself as an Egyptian slave wh...I started imagining myself as an Egyptian slave when I was about 9 or so... wasn't until I was 18 that I wasn't alone in wanting to be a slave. Of course, once I hit puberty things started getting even more interesting ;)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-1902511756504803942015-03-16T15:46:09.257-05:002015-03-16T15:46:09.257-05:00oh yes.
as for earlier on, I was fascinated by f...oh yes. <br /><br />as for earlier on, I was fascinated by fairy stories - girls being captured and kept and enthralled... oooh yesAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03012486777344302375noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-18115512686594787772015-03-16T11:57:19.171-05:002015-03-16T11:57:19.171-05:00*wait until its over to ask questions if one is co...*wait until its over to ask questions if one is concerned for whatever reason, i should add*torihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-402433907167687182015-03-16T11:56:24.900-05:002015-03-16T11:56:24.900-05:00Oh god, thats pretty much a no-no i would say, int...Oh god, thats pretty much a no-no i would say, interrupting someone's scene, what another couple enjoys isnt always to everybodys taste but you dont interfere with it...wait until its over!<br /><br />torihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-3185485550032550222015-03-16T11:22:52.116-05:002015-03-16T11:22:52.116-05:00I remember vividly the first time I begged him to ...I remember vividly the first time I begged him to closed fist punch me. We were at a dungeon, just standing around, and he did it, in the chest and shoulders, a bunch, and someone came up and started talking to us. I was like WTH (only in my head) can't you see we're doing a thing? I don't know if they were worried about me or what, but it was someone that should have known not to interrupt. I thought anyway. ancilla_kssthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10968994155747861194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-25574435032792776972015-03-16T11:21:48.361-05:002015-03-16T11:21:48.361-05:00Wow, Tori just literally typed out the one that is...Wow, Tori just literally typed out the one that is thought about a lot over here. Somehow it doesn't seem so bad when someone else is typing it.dancingbarezhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05159330409168648147noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-27059550035857717142015-03-16T11:17:04.823-05:002015-03-16T11:17:04.823-05:00Yes!!! we are working through some of mine at the...Yes!!! we are working through some of mine at the moment, one of mine which i really struggled with was i wanted to be beaten just by his fists, i thought that un-acceptable because it was perhaps associated with domestic violence...which i dont condone at all...but i craved the violence.<br /><br />I fantasised about having a split lip, punches to stomach,blows everywhere until i fell to the floor and then kicked about....just so wrong.<br /><br />He made it a reality for me, years ago now....and i bloody loved it...couldnt go out in public for a week though lol.....btw kids were with their dad, i wouldnt expose them to seeing me like that.<br /><br />xtorihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06358391889176400481noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-55297524849484332062015-03-16T10:12:58.596-05:002015-03-16T10:12:58.596-05:00Yes, of course we all have those fantasies that em...Yes, of course we all have those fantasies that embarrass us to even think about. Among other things, I know that if it were a standard requirement that I would always have to consume all of my ejaculate as a condition of being allowed to ejaculate, I'd hate the act and love having to do it. sub hub in phxhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17489169642204094414noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8866345106243176357.post-72955834298781246342015-03-16T09:47:57.248-05:002015-03-16T09:47:57.248-05:00Yes, we are still going through it. I know that Si...Yes, we are still going through it. I know that Sir struggles with a lot of his sadist fantasies. And I have a lot of control scenarios that I have trouble balancing with my engrained mindset of a 'balanced marriage'.CollaredMomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09482249049336065850noreply@blogger.com