Follow up Dr. appointment

I went to see the rheumatology specialist yesterday, and I was so nervous the whole way there, actually ever since last Friday I have been.  He was really reassuring though, and although he told me they don't actually know what I have, it seems like something autoimmune and they have a medication that works for several different diseases like that, and is pretty safe, so he's given me that. 

 It doesn't start to show results for a month or two, but I feel better that I don't definitely have rheumatoid arthritis (still possible though) and maybe I will be better after a while. 

TMI Tuesday

1. What is it about a woman or man that would drive you crazy?


Crazy in a bad way?  Willful ignorance, bigotry, lying, unable to ever admit wrongdoing, just generally being a bad person. 

2. If your employer offered an “afternoon delight break” where you leave work for an hour to go have sex, would you take that break?


If my Master wanted to, then heck yes.
3. On your afternoon delight break would you most often have sex with (pick one):
a. Yourself
b. A stranger (e.g., app hook-up, sex worker)
c. Your significant other

Master.
4. What is your best way of sustaining an erection?

Oral sex.

5. Tell us the top two (2) sexual things you hate to do?

Facesitting, and also being in charge. 
Bonus: What embarrasses you the most?

I was reading a post by someone who had made a scene at the grocery store.  I would almost literally rather die than do that, or be part of some big yelling fracas in any store.   Never have, never will.

RA

I found out on Friday when my blood tests came back that I have rheumatoid arthritis.  At first I was thinking "Oh, that explains a lot", but then I started reading more about what it was and getting more and more scared.  Basically, I'm not going to die of it, but it's not good at all.  So that's depressing.  I haven't seen the specialist yet, but that's coming soon and hopefully they have a medication that helps.   

Oh, and happy Easter.  The bunny didn't come this year (I was worn out last night and felt like I had the flu) but we are doing Easter pinata instead.  Now I just have to figure out a way to have a cardboard pinata stand up to the hearty swings of two massive teenagers.  Maybe they will have to hit it with pillows!  

Customers Also Bought

So, I finally ordered a new Magic Wand vibrator.   It's been a while since the old one broke and the one I bought as a replacement just isn't as powerful as a Hitachi.

The funniest thing about my purchase is the "Customers who bought this also bought" section on Amazon.  

1.  Nipple clamps. Yeah, baby.

2. Carbon filters for a dog drinking fountain (!!!!wth)

3. Book: A Medical Medium: Secrets Behind Chronic and Mystery Illness and How to Finally Heal  (ok this one actually goes with a "massager".)

4.  Kitty litter.  Really? Buying a vibrator reminds people they need kitty litter? 

TMI Tuesday

1. Would you rather get a spanking in front of your family or do a striptease at your workplace?

I'm going to cheat because I don't have any coworkers- so I'd take that option.

 2. You are a sexy _____ .

 Slutty slut slut, is what my Master tells me.
 3. Hey baby tonight _____ me.

 Snuggle (ha, surprised you, didn't I?)  I wouldn't say no to more though.

 4. Would you rather have a rewind button or a pause button on your life?

 Definitely pause.  I don't want to go back at all.
 5. Would you rather have noisy sex neighbors or nosy neighbors?

 Noisy sex neighbors- very entertaining!
 
Bonus: Would you rather mentally or physically never age? Why?

 Physically, because getting older hurts and I'm hoping to be old and wise.  

Play

This morning was a second day off for Master.  I took Pepper and the pup out to work sheep, and then for a walk.  When I got back Master was ready to beat me and use me.   I had really been hoping (and asked) for a beating on Monday, or Tuesday, and had barely seen Master at all on Friday, Saturday, or Sunday.  He worked late and early.  Then I had terrible day Monday and made a doctor's appointment at his insistence.  I only got a very short appointment but I had a list of complaints as long as my (sore) arm.  So we didn't really get to everything, but I did get some blood tests since the doctor thinks I have rheumatoid arthritis.  Anyway, I don't have the results yet.  Master said no beatings until after the appointment, boo.  Which was yesterday, YAY.  

So this morning he walloped me some with the cutting board, and then I sucked his cock, then more spankings, and some fucking, and more sucking.   He had me go upstairs to change, and then I came back down when I was supposed to wait up there.  I didn't hear him right.  We went back upstairs and he had me get into position by the dresser.   He whipped the belt over me, and spanked me with the bamboo back scratcher.  He then took me out of the room, and told me we were going to play a little game.  

We were both young people, just beginning to date.  He wanted to show me his room, no parents at home.  He began a seduction, and ended up making me his slave.  It was amazingly hot when he kissed me.   He took off my negligee, and tied me up so I couldn't get away.   He flogged me and took me.  He had prepared ahead of time by putting the big glass dildo in a cup of water, which was a painfully sweet torture as he slid it slowly into me.  

New Schedule

My Master has a completely different schedule at his new job.  He worked Monday night and Friday and the weekend this week.  All the other days he had off and we spent them mostly lazing around.  I haven't adapted to this new thing yet.  I think the weeks when he doesn't work a weekend will be a bit more normal.  I don't actually have his schedule though so it's been a lot of figuring out "Oh, what are we doing tomorrow" day by day for me.