When I'm having one of those days, I sometimes wonder if I am not shiny anymore. I'm not new any longer, haven't been for a very long time. I know I'm loved, but I'll never be new to him again.
I ask myself "Can I still be shiny without being new?"
But then I feel him behind me in the bathroom, looking at me in the mirror as he tears my clothes off. He has a hunger in his eyes, and as he presses against me, pulling my head up when I try to lower it, forcing me to look... I see the look in his eyes and I know I am still shiny to him.
Friday, May 29, 2015
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You're lucky. I'm feeling desperately "unshiny" at the moment.
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I'm sorry you are down. I get that way sometimes too, obviously.
Deletethis was lovely, yeah i guess the newness does fade, but one never tires of it anyway....well unless its an inflatable butt plug....how i wish he would tire of that lol
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I hope so too, it sounds very uncomfortable!
DeleteWhat a great way to put it! I love that this gives them ways to express how they really feel - and us too.
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DeleteSome things I would not dare/want to try with 'new' even. For a split second I thought: 'kink is the polish that keeps it shiny ...'
ReplyDeleteEvery time I think of polish I think of knobs. hee hee!
DeleteAh...what a wonderful way to put it. And that look......goes through you heart right to your toes....
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Yes, it sure does. I still feel that way today. I'm hoping Master will come upstairs with me before dinner. Wink wink. :)
DeleteOh love this!
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