TMI Tuesday

In 2019 did you
1. Get a new job? No
2. Get a new haircut? No
3. Get a new car? No
4. Move? No
5. Get a new romantic partner?  No
6. Have a kid? No
7. Take up a new hobby?  Finally one that is a yes. I was about to be glum that I did nothing all year.  I took up fencing, but then hurt myself and had to give up (for now, anyway).  So, yeah, that's not depressing. 

Yes, I do have post holiday, I've been sick for two weeks, the weather is gross here, slump.

In 2020, will you?
1. Get a new job?
2. Get a new car?
3. Take a risk?


Hard to say. 

Merry Christmas!

I hope you are all having a good one!

Happy Solstice Everyone!

I'm a day late, since it was yesterday, but hope you are all having a good winter season, and from here on out the days are getting longer, so that is really something to celebrate.  These are some of my pictures from past winters.  

 

Leash and Spoon

This week on Master's day off he told me to get into a sexy outfit and put my butt plug in.  I went off upstairs to pick something out.  The first one I lit on was the black satin chemise- it seemed like the thing to wear.  I put in on, and then struggled a bit with getting the lube only in the right places and not on my clothes- maybe I'm doing this backwards?  Ah well, I managed.  I went back downstairs and knelt at his feet.  As he likes, I teased his cock slowly with my hands before finally taking it in my mouth. Periodically he would order me to stand up and bend over, where he would fuck me for just a minute or two before sending me back to the sucking.


We went upstairs and he took my chemise off.  He had me stand in front of the dresser facing him for my whipping.  He was using a long strip of leather first, which struck right on my nipple, and hurt like heck.  Then he had me turn around and he whipped my back with both that and a longer single tail whip.  I can tell when the longer one comes out because I can hear it dragging on the floor.  It burned like fire, but in such a good way.

 Master took the leather strip he'd been using and attached it as a leash to my collar.  He told me to get on all fours on the floor and crawl after him as he walked around.  Then he took out a wooden spoon and after giving a few good cracks across my ass with it, he put it in my mouth and told me to hold on to it.  I crawled some more for him, and then, on command, stood up for more whipping.  The spoon was making me drool a lot and once I let it fall because it was getting so slippery and hard to hold on to, what with all the whipping, but I picked it up quickly and put it back in my mouth.

At the end he fucked me, still with my butt plug in, and he made me orgasm several times.  It was all pretty dang wonderful!

Diet Progress

The diet progress is still going well, even with baking cookies. I eat a couple, but only limited amounts of those high point foods. 

 I have lost 16 lbs!

Good Surprises

I wasn't expecting anything last night.  I folded and put away some clothes while waiting for Master to come up to bed.  Then I got undressed and put my night collar and robe on. I got into position in the middle of the room, kneeling with my head down on the floor.  He came in and instead of telling me to get into bed, as usual, he walked around behind me.  I started to get a little excited about what might happen.  He lifted up my robe, but that's all.  I knelt there perfectly still, my butt exposed.  Some how being only half exposed made me feel even more vulnerable. 


There were noises and footsteps behind me for what seemed like ages, although really it was probably only a few seconds.  Then I felt his fingers probing me, quickly turning into rough finger-fucking.  I moaned a little at the pain which was quickly turning into pleasure.  He used his foot to kick my knees wider and then knelt behind me, taking me.  He let me have some orgasms with the vibrator before he came inside me. 

 It was all a lovely surprise.

Yay

Master spanked me, fucked me and I had a big orgasm today!  Yay!
And we're going to a party.

Yes-Shave December!

After a month of No Shave November, I was ready to break out the hedge trimmers and get rid of my hairy hippie chick look that Master for some reason likes.  With his permission, I took a razor to everything except my cooch, well, I also left my head hair and eyebrows alone.    It took about 2 days to actually clear every thing away, it was that thick.   I feel better now, lighter, less fluffy.  


I skipped a week of going to the Weight Watchers meeting, because it was the day after Thanksgiving and I was definitely not dieting on Thanksgiving.  There were pies and potatoes to consume!
But on Saturday, struggling hard, I went back to counting my points and staying on the diet.  I hope I at least haven't gained anything when I go to weigh in tomorrow.  

Yesterday I started physical therapy for my tennis (rapier) elbow, which confused everybody when my forms stated that I have a farm, I hurt myself fencing, but no it wasn't building fences it was swordfighting too much.  We had many interesting discussions at the place.   So she thought I should lay off fencing for a little while, and I have agreed, although I have mixed feelings.   Last night Master went, and I went with him but just sat in the car.  Two hours is a long time to wait, so besides just sitting in the parking lot, I also went to the store to buy some items for our upcoming holiday kink party.  

We had a glass of wine before bed, which made me a bit tipsy.  Then Master wanted a blowjob and so I did the best I could.  It's hard and thankless work, but someone has to do it.  Afterward I wished I could have sex too, but it was too late, he was asleep.  I call this blow job regret and I feel like I'm the only one in the world ( or at least the only sub/slave) who gets it.  I also feel super dumb, because I would have just had to ask and he probably would have fucked me.  But he's been going on for days about not getting any blowjobs (not my fault he always ends up fucking me half way through).    So... eh.

Sexy Times

We hadn't hardly had any time together since Wednesday.  Master had been working super long hours every day, coming home after I was in bed.  He said last night he considered waking me up for sex at one am when he came to bed, but he was too tired.  I considered waking him up at 6 am with my mouth on his cock, but for one, that's not allowed here, and for two, I knew he needed the sleep.  


So we waited until after breakfast, at a more mid morning-ish time, before sneaking back upstairs to frolic.   

First, he tied me up with the robe sash my wrists together and then up to my neck, and then he had me on my knees worshipping his cock.   I was really getting into this- it had been so long.


Then he had me get into bed and he gave me a series of stingy blows with the misery stick, front and back, before he began fucking me. 

I was on top, having gotten loose from the tie sash, teasing my Master by going up and down quickly, rocking back and forth, and then suddenly stopping to bite him or kiss him before he got all the way there.  He enjoys this kind of teasing, and I could see his enjoyment in his eyes, which was so hot to me.  I was a slutty little fucktoy, and I think he could see this reflected in my eyes. 


He told me to use the vibrator, and I came again when he told me to, this was probably the 3rd or 4th time, I lost count.  The first was in the kitchen when he just barely touched me.  


Eventually I'd had enough fun teasing him and I just rocked quickly, gripping his shoulders hard with my fingers, until he came inside me.