- I feel weird about still being in all the Master/slave groups on fetlife, seeing as how I'm no longer a slave and am not seeking anyone. I don't know if I'd ever want to be a slave again. Right now, my feeling is no. But I can't really stand to leave the groups either, and I still read the topics.
- But also, I am still wearing my "vanilla" collar every day because it feels important to keep. I stopped wearing the night or play collar because it was bothering me, I don't know why. All these little decisions that have no real right or wrong answer, I just answer with my gut feeling on what I want to do at the moment. It's a weird sensation having no real answer and just do what I want though.
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This was hard to read, I think because of the colour!
ReplyDeleteIt's understandable that you feel a bit strange continuing in Fetlife etc. However, you are still a slave girl, it's what you are. You don't have to be looking for anyone.
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Roz
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