It has been 10 months since I lost my Master. Every month or so I was going to breakfast or lunch with Dr. Peter, and we had once discussed whether I would want to play again. At that time I wasn't ready. I couldn't think of playing without being overwhelmed by sadness that my Master wouldn't be there too. A couple weeks ago I started thinking about playing again, and this time without so much sadness. It started to sound appealing again. I brought it up to Dr. Peter and we arranged a date for me to go over to his place for lunch and play.
Beforehand, I was worried that I'd have a sudden attack of sadness during play. Or that I'd go home and have a serious subdrop with no one at home to hug me. But I decided I was ready to try, willing to take that risk and just go for it. Because I really missed playing, and I missed playing with Dr. Peter too.
Saturday, August 6, 2022
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It's wonderful to see you post. I hope the play was a positive experience.
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Roz
Yes, it was a great time.
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