Saturday, February 16, 2019

How Cruel

It's a pet peeve of mine to have pubic hairs in my mouth.  I know, how silly, right?  But the other night I'd been sucking Master's cock and then he began fucking me. He was slapping my face, and really pounding me. I was really enjoying except I had this hair in my mouth.  So I started making faces and trying to get it out.  I'm sure this was super sexy (haha).  I finally got it out, and Master asks me,

 "Do you want to know how cruel I am?"

I think I said something brilliant like "Ok."

Maybe it was "Yes, Master".  

Yeah, let's assume it was the second one.

He reached down and yanked out a few of my luxuriant pubic hairs.  "Open" he commanded and I opened my mouth with dread.  He. Put. Them. In. My. Mouth. 

After that, I didn't try to spit them out, but just accepted that this was a new fact of my existance, this mouth of hair.  

Friday, February 8, 2019

TMI Tuesday: This is how far behind I am this week. It's Friday, I know.

1. Do you express your sexual pleasure with moans, groans, sighs, and other noises (provided that you are actually turned on)? 

a. Yes, each time I have sex (90-100% of the time). 
b. Yes, on most occasions (70-89% of the time). 
c. Yes, on some occasions (40-69% of the time).
 d. Yes, on a few occasions (less than 40% of the time). 
e. No. Never, not even when I am really turned on.  

I think a. although I'm often too busy to notice if I'm making noises or not.

2. How comfortable are you with sex in bright light or daylight? Pick one. 
a. Completely comfortable 
b. Fairly comfortable 
c. Somewhat comfortable/uncomfortable, depends on the partner.
 d. Completely uncomfortable. I like to do it in the dark.  

a. Completely comfortable. We almost never have sex in the dark, since my Master turns the light on.

3. Is this statement True or False for you? 
I would like to talk dirty with my partner, but I don’t dare for fear of being judged or ridiculed.  

It used to be true, that I was uncomfortable with dirty talk, but now I think it's no problem at all if I'm in the mood. 

4. Have you ever done a striptease for a lover (impromptu or planned)? Did you enjoy it? 

Yes, it's fun.  I like to be wanted.  

 5. How do you feel about giving anal sex (penetration with penis, finger or sex toys)? 
Pick one. 
a. I enjoy it. 
b. I’m okay with it. 
c. I don’t really enjoy it. 
d. I don’t enjoy it at all. 
e. I have never given anal sex. 
f. I have never given anal sex, but would like to start.

It varies between enjoy and don't enjoy, depending.  Right now I'm pretty nervous about it because it has been so long.  My Master wanted to on Tuesday but I really was not feeling up to it and he let me beg off.   I'm not sure when I will feel up to it, though. 

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Sunday, February 3, 2019

Some Beating and Fucking Good Times

We met upstairs.  I was naked and Master was getting that way quickly.  He kissed me gently as his hand traveled down to part my legs and then to stroke my clit. It was overwhelmingly sudden and I shifted in place a little.  He pressed me down to my knees and then I was eye level with his erect cock.  I held it in my hand and began sucking and fondling.  He took out a leather belt that was lying across the ironing board and beat my ass and back with it.  This felt amazing and coupled with his cock in my mouth made me want to come.  I did come a few times as he commanded me to.  

He pushed me forward onto my hands and knees on the floor and proceeded to ply the wooded paddle on my ass.  I really needed to concentrate to stay in position because this hurt much more than the belt.  I constantly repeated silently in my head "I'm his slave.  I must be still because this is what he wants.  I can do it," until he finished with that and nudged my knees apart so he could take me.  

He didn't do it all at once though.  His cock nudged against my lower lips, rubbing up and down, until I was straining backward toward him trying to invite it further inside.  Just. Get. In.  There. Desperation for cock ruled.

Finally he entered me and fucked me deep and hard.  He stopped and went back to the paddle -the paddle and more cock sucking.    He ordered me up and into bed, with a few more swats of the paddle for good measure on my way. 

I lay on the bed on my side with his cock in my mouth as he pumped the glass dildo in and out of my cunt violently.  This is one of my favorite ways to orgasm, and I did lose count of how many I had now. 

Then he fucked me and told me stories about fucking other women and coming home to me smelling like them, having me suck his cock to taste them.  I came a few more times before he had me ride on top of him up to his orgasm. 


Tuesday, January 29, 2019

TMI Tuesday: Love and Romance

1. What makes you feel unloved?

Being ignored.  Yes, I like attention!

2. What is the one act that a person can do that makes you feel loved?

Cuddling and long hugs.

3. What kind of music do you find romantic?

This song:  Anne Murry, Could I have This Dance

4. What do you find utterly unromantic?

Plumbing.  Most things are pretty unromantic if I'm doing them by myself.  However, some things are unromantic no matter who is there.

5. What thing did you find out about your significant other that you decided to look past and go for a relationship?

I know you all think that I think my Master has always been perfect in every way, but it's not so.  There was one thing he said when we first got together, and I never mentioned it to him even, that gave me a moment of "Uh oh, I don't know about this" but I decided to wait and see if it would be a problem or not.  And it was fine, of course, here we still are, more in love than ever.

  When we were first started dating and I was telling him about my dogs he mentioned this girl he once knew who had a Sheltie that she was really attached to, and how obnoxious this girl was.  I never figured out what was obnoxious about her, whether it was her or the dog or both of them, but it gave me a worry that that was how he would see me- because honestly I was probably the most dog obsessed girl in school at the time. 
Bonus: In your life, is romance dead?

How can that be, when he called me his little cum dumpster just yesterday?   My version of romance tends toward the very kinky side, but it's there.

Monday, January 28, 2019

Snow Day!

Everyone had a snow day today, the kids, even Master.  His work called him and told him not to come in.  There's quite a bit of snow and it's still falling.  I'm making bread rolls (from scratch) and then some more rolls for tomorrow.  Bread is needed when the temperatures get so low. 

Thursday, January 24, 2019

Winter, So much Winter

Tuesday did not go very well, from my point of view anyway.  I was doing ok until I tried to go for a walk while Master was sleeping.  I started feeling weak on the way home, and hot, which is pretty weird for 18 degrees.   I ate some food when I got back, thinking I'd feel better, but my stomach was upset.  When Master came into the living room where I was watching TV I told him I didn't feel good.  Instead of playing with me as I think he had planned, he just had me get on my knees, suck him, and then he bent me over the couch and came in me immediately.  I felt bad all day about missing out on a longer play session, but I'm just not sure I would have enjoyed it anyway if he had gone ahead.

We still had to clean out the guest room, fold up the tent (which was just sitting in there in a ball the whole time), wash all the bedding, and put away all the books and other random things that had accumulated there. I was going to take the younger kid to his play rehearsal but it was cancelled due to snow.  We were going to have family coming to stay the weekend, but the weather has been so bad they aren't coming after all.  But the guest room looks nice anyway.

Wednesday it snowed again.  I shoveled as much of the driveway as I could before wearing out.  I also cleaned a bunch more inside.  Master did the rest of the shoveling while I took the kid to rehearsal, which took much longer than normal.  I was feeling so sad and lonely, and lacking in spankings, but at least I was not sick anymore. 

Later that night, at bedtime, I hugged Master and told him I was sad. He thought some sex and beatings might help, and it was already looking brighter for me.  He had me get on my hands and knees, my face on the floor, facing away from him, and he began snapping me with a belt.  This was good right up until he landed a direct hit right on my cunt, which hurt like hell!  I leaped around and covered myself, glaring, but he just told me to get back in position. 

"Head lower. Ass higher." 

I did this.  He kept whipping me until I was crying a little.  He rolled me over on the floor and took me.  That hurt too.  He slapped me and told me not to move.  I had to put my arms straight out to the sides so there wasn't interference.   When he'd finished slapping me he told me to get in bed. I lay on my stomach while he caned me, and then fucked me again to several orgasms.  

Funny, I wasn't sad at all afterward!

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

TMI Tuesday

1. What was your favorite part of yesterday?

I was very lucky in playing Pokemon yesterday, I got two shinies, which are kind of rare.  
But the very best part was making home in time before Master had to leave for work again and getting a big hug from him.
2. If you could make your own porn movie, what would you call it? Would you write it, direct and/or star in the movie?

It would be called "Beatings for Sluts".  And it would be all about beatings and being slutty.  I don't know if I could star, but maybe I'd like to at least audition. 
3. What do you like the least about sex?

When I don't feel like it.  Or when I'm hornier after sex than I was before.
4. So, now what are you planning to do?

Watch some TV. I have a terrific headache.
5. If you were a box of cereal, what would you be and why?

Umm, Cheerios?
Bonus: If you could shrink down to ant-sized, what would you do?

Hope I grow back to normal.  Do not want to be an ant.

How Cruel

It's a pet peeve of mine to have pubic hairs in my mouth.  I know, how silly, right?  But the other night I'd been sucking Master...