Courtesy of London Tanners

 I had a very emotional morning.  First was grief group for two hours, which was emotionally exhausting (but so worth it) and then lunch with my friends, and then a shadow work class with the same people.  They are so lovely.   This is hard stuff though, emotionally draining.   

Next, Dr Peter met me at the door for our beatings and lunch date.  We kissed and I told him about my emotionally tiring day.  We sat on the couch for a bit and just talked, then we moved downstairs to try out the new toys.  I stripped and knelt. 

We talking about health and feelings in my body, just to check in on how everything was with me.  He rubbed my sore back.   There was a warm up with some of the leather paddles.  There are 4 now- two dark and two light, two with holes and two without.  Each one had to be tried and each had a slightly different feeling.   Then he used a gentle flogger and a heavy thuddy flogger.  When he got to a really  stingy cane I began squirming and "ouching" and he told me in a firm but gentle voice "Take it for me darling".  I said "Yes..." and held still for a few more different canes.  Then he brought out this guy:  

I don't know if you can tell from the picture, but it is layers of very stiff leather.  It's about 2 1/2 feet long.   The feeling when used on me was mainly thud with a little sting.  I began laughing as he was beating my ass and thighs with it.  Oh yes.  My knees were spreading almost on their own.  I was getting very aroused.  Very close.  A few more hits and an orgasm- a paingasm- exploded out of me. 

 Orgasm courtesy of London Tanners! 

They are the makers of the leather "cane" as well as leather paddles.  

He asked if I wanted to sit and rest, which I did.  He brought me a blanket and hot tea and we sat on the couch and cuddled and talked.  
Then we moved up to the bed where I gave him a back massage and then we cuddled under the covers.   It's easy to become cuddle deprived when you don't have a live in partner.  

After a bit we got up and had a delicious meal.  I feel so good and relaxed now.   My ass is marked up with stripes and all is right in my world.