Sunday, May 10, 2020

What Do I Want To Be?

I still want to be his sexually submissive wench/slut/bitch.   Grabbing my hair, pinning me down, taking me, spanking, tying me, these are what is hot to me, what gets me turned on. The slave label is still up in the air.  I just don't know if I can do total slavery anymore. Although I am still calling him Master and he's still calling me slavegirl.  I don't know if that is bad or good.  It feels ok for me though. 
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5 comments:

  1. RozMay 10, 2020 at 7:41 AM

    Glad it feels ok. That's the main thing, there isn't really a good or bad.

    Hugs
    Roz

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  2. Bleue D'âmeMay 10, 2020 at 8:20 AM

    the change from total to something not total was hard for me. Remembering that "dynamic" can mean change and even a M/s dynamic can change as time goes on. Huge hugs.

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  3. ancilla_ksstMay 10, 2020 at 9:04 PM

    That's a good point, thank you.

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  4. FondlesMay 13, 2020 at 12:25 AM

    The only constant is change... and as long as you're both communicating through it I'm sure you'll find your equilibrium. And it doesn't have to be good or bad. Sometimes, it just is. *hugs*

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