After reading another blogger, Submissive Sanctuary, I want a re-do on the question about M/s and kids, feeling like I didn't fully answer it. And since it is my blog, I get do-overs!
Truth is, I'm not exactly sure how it will all work out in the
end, as far as how the kids perceive us and how they turn out, except that we are far more of an old fashioned household as far as
who is ultimately in charge, than most others they know.
Yeah, they know their Dad is in charge,
but they also know that mom won't put up with anything from them either,
and Dad will almost always weigh in on mom's side, especially when they
try to expect service like Dad gets. And they have-- much to my shock and chagrin-- said things like "Dad, make mom do.... such and such" but he quickly stomped out that notion- "Ask your mother politely and maybe she will get that for you".
I want them to be able to
function on their own when they grow up, not be waited on hand and foot
and expect that. It always seems to be a balance of helping them, doing things for them, and expecting them to do things on their own, which I guess a lot of parents have as well as us.
The positive side is that we are a very loving couple, and we get along great. We are frequently affectionate (without being R rated), holding hands or snuggling on the couch, or me rubbing his back, with the kids around. I think that is a good positive example to set.
As far as our relationship with Mystique, to them she is a good friend. We spend time over there a lot, but they don't know anything of the sex aspect. She did fall asleep on my lap last night when we were watching TV! The kids don't seem to see anything unusual about it. She is more strict with them in terms of behavior than I am. She doesn't hesitate to tell them to behave, and I'm fine with that.
New Question!
Anonymous asks:
How did you choose your blog name and what does it mean?
I chose it by agonizing for hours/days over what to call the thing, as one does. I wanted to clearly explain what the blog was about in a few words. So it had to have Master and slave in there. It kind of popped up to me that this particular phrase has a double meaning which I thought was entertaining.
A slave to Master, in that I am a slave (enslaved) to him.
And also, one must Master a slave, so I am a slave to Master, a slave that needs to be Mastered.
Thank you! And please ask more! Did I mention I have a question fetish?
Friday, March 7, 2014
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Questions Part 7
Little girl asks:
Has there ever been a time that your Master asked or commanded you to do something way out of your comfort zone and you refused. What was the result?
Oh yes, there have been a few. I'm really more of a hem and haw'er, a waffler, or trying to plead off, rather than risking outright refusal most times.
One time that I remember really well was the second play party we ever attended. As soon as we got inside he told me to take off my clothes.
Well.
I'd NEVER done that before in front of a whole crowd of strangers. But I went ahead and took my shirt and bra off, that was fine. I just couldn't do the rest, so I begged to keep my skirt on. He said it was ok for now, but very soon he had me tied up to a couple of support pillars and simply removed the skirt and underwear when I was helpless. I was a little embarrassed, but it was not too bad. Then he and another Dom co-topped me and I had a fantastic experience.
Another time I got a little squeamish about taking my underwear off in front of people he threatened to cut it off with his knife. Sometimes it is just really hard to let go of that last shred of clothes, like somehow one little pair of panties makes so much difference to my modesty and dignity.
He has no desire to see my modesty and dignity in these situations, he wants to see me bare ass naked!
I think these episodes give me a great deal of confidence that he means what he says and isn't going to change his mind even if I squirrel around and try to get out of doing it. It makes being obedient the next time much easier. Even though it is not really a formal training process, it is something of a lifetime training process.
Feel free to ask lots more questions!
Has there ever been a time that your Master asked or commanded you to do something way out of your comfort zone and you refused. What was the result?
Oh yes, there have been a few. I'm really more of a hem and haw'er, a waffler, or trying to plead off, rather than risking outright refusal most times.
One time that I remember really well was the second play party we ever attended. As soon as we got inside he told me to take off my clothes.
Well.
I'd NEVER done that before in front of a whole crowd of strangers. But I went ahead and took my shirt and bra off, that was fine. I just couldn't do the rest, so I begged to keep my skirt on. He said it was ok for now, but very soon he had me tied up to a couple of support pillars and simply removed the skirt and underwear when I was helpless. I was a little embarrassed, but it was not too bad. Then he and another Dom co-topped me and I had a fantastic experience.
Another time I got a little squeamish about taking my underwear off in front of people he threatened to cut it off with his knife. Sometimes it is just really hard to let go of that last shred of clothes, like somehow one little pair of panties makes so much difference to my modesty and dignity.
He has no desire to see my modesty and dignity in these situations, he wants to see me bare ass naked!
I think these episodes give me a great deal of confidence that he means what he says and isn't going to change his mind even if I squirrel around and try to get out of doing it. It makes being obedient the next time much easier. Even though it is not really a formal training process, it is something of a lifetime training process.
Feel free to ask lots more questions!
Answers Part 6!
From Anonymous, Thank you!
1. What was your and your husband's majors in college?
He majored in Biology and I majored in Zoology, which is essentially the same thing except without the plants. I was especially interested in animal behavior.
2. What line of work you used to be in? What line of work your husband is in now?
I was a technician in a research laboratory. Master is a veterinarian.
I think you were an English or elementary education major and used to work as a teacher. And he is probably an electric engineer.
Nope, not at all. We are science geeks. I did enjoy English classes, and also was almost an Anthropology major, but ended up in Zoology.
3. Did you both grew up in rural area?
Actually, neither of us did. His family moved around a lot, from small towns to big cities, but never lived on a farm. I grew up in St. Louis, which is also where we met. My parents moved to a farm later, after I had moved out, but while I was in high school they owned the place in the country too, and we spent weekends out there. Well, my mom and I did-- (Dad and brother were not interested) riding horses, building fences, taking care of sheep, gardening and stuff, then we were back in the city during the week. There were some amusing stories of bringing lambs into the city house with us and having the police called in the middle of the night for "baa'ing".
4. Are you both close to your families?
We don't live close to them- it is a full day's drive to the closest of our immediate family members, but we all get along pretty well when we see them. Master's mom can be somewhat difficult to take for long periods, but he does his best to maintain a good relationship with her, mainly by not telling her anything that might worry her, as she gets way over excited by the smallest things. She also likes to try to constantly improve everything I do, which can be helpful up to a point ("Let's paint this room!") but annoying after a short time ("You should change this and this and this....").
I am very close to my mom, and have always discussed everything with her. I even asked her once how to get an orgasm, back when I a was a teenager, because I wasn't having them. And she told me as much as she could.
Being kinky is the one exception though. I haven't done more than admit to reading "Shades of Grey" and offered to lend them to her. She said "I heard that was full of deviant sex. I don't want to read that!" She does have good taste in books, what can I say.
5. Do you have a lot of regrets? Like not starting this lifestyle 10 years ago?
That is my one big regret. I don't have a lot of others, really. A few little ones, but I don't like to dwell on them.
1. What was your and your husband's majors in college?
He majored in Biology and I majored in Zoology, which is essentially the same thing except without the plants. I was especially interested in animal behavior.
2. What line of work you used to be in? What line of work your husband is in now?
I was a technician in a research laboratory. Master is a veterinarian.
I think you were an English or elementary education major and used to work as a teacher. And he is probably an electric engineer.
Nope, not at all. We are science geeks. I did enjoy English classes, and also was almost an Anthropology major, but ended up in Zoology.
3. Did you both grew up in rural area?
Actually, neither of us did. His family moved around a lot, from small towns to big cities, but never lived on a farm. I grew up in St. Louis, which is also where we met. My parents moved to a farm later, after I had moved out, but while I was in high school they owned the place in the country too, and we spent weekends out there. Well, my mom and I did-- (Dad and brother were not interested) riding horses, building fences, taking care of sheep, gardening and stuff, then we were back in the city during the week. There were some amusing stories of bringing lambs into the city house with us and having the police called in the middle of the night for "baa'ing".
4. Are you both close to your families?
We don't live close to them- it is a full day's drive to the closest of our immediate family members, but we all get along pretty well when we see them. Master's mom can be somewhat difficult to take for long periods, but he does his best to maintain a good relationship with her, mainly by not telling her anything that might worry her, as she gets way over excited by the smallest things. She also likes to try to constantly improve everything I do, which can be helpful up to a point ("Let's paint this room!") but annoying after a short time ("You should change this and this and this....").
I am very close to my mom, and have always discussed everything with her. I even asked her once how to get an orgasm, back when I a was a teenager, because I wasn't having them. And she told me as much as she could.
Being kinky is the one exception though. I haven't done more than admit to reading "Shades of Grey" and offered to lend them to her. She said "I heard that was full of deviant sex. I don't want to read that!" She does have good taste in books, what can I say.
5. Do you have a lot of regrets? Like not starting this lifestyle 10 years ago?
That is my one big regret. I don't have a lot of others, really. A few little ones, but I don't like to dwell on them.
Answers Part 5
Diane asked:
Tongue caned, really? Would never have thought of that. Did you like it?
Masters can pick up ever so many bad ideas from each other. And masochist slaves have the bad habit of helping them by saying things like "Hey, Master, did you see that video of kaya getting her tongue cropped"? Or merely leaving some breadcrumbs on Fet...
Yeah, I liked it. It made blowing him afterward interesting because my tongue was sore.
Thank you so much!
Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
Tongue caned, really? Would never have thought of that. Did you like it?
Masters can pick up ever so many bad ideas from each other. And masochist slaves have the bad habit of helping them by saying things like "Hey, Master, did you see that video of kaya getting her tongue cropped"? Or merely leaving some breadcrumbs on Fet...
Yeah, I liked it. It made blowing him afterward interesting because my tongue was sore.
Thank you so much!
Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
Questions Part 4
DelFonte asks:
Do you make your own implements and if so, which is your favourite home made one?
Yes, we do. Last fall Master had me go out and cut some canes and switches from the willow trees in our little spot of forest. The switches don't last long- they are very swishy and whip-like in feel, but quickly become brittle and break. The canes are made from thicker branches and I'd say those are my favorite homemade implements. They last pretty well, though he breaks them on me occasionally. At least it is easy and free to make more. I cut them, strip the bark and carve off any sharp projections with a knife.
Master read your question and also wanted me to mention the toy I made from a radio antennae, our "red neck cane". All I did was wrap some duct tape around the end for a handle. That thing is pretty painful for me with very little effort on his part. It hardly ever gets used though; I'm not really sure why.
The most elaborate creation was a bullwhip made from rope, chain and tape. You can see it HERE.
Thank you so much!
Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
Do you make your own implements and if so, which is your favourite home made one?
Yes, we do. Last fall Master had me go out and cut some canes and switches from the willow trees in our little spot of forest. The switches don't last long- they are very swishy and whip-like in feel, but quickly become brittle and break. The canes are made from thicker branches and I'd say those are my favorite homemade implements. They last pretty well, though he breaks them on me occasionally. At least it is easy and free to make more. I cut them, strip the bark and carve off any sharp projections with a knife.
Master read your question and also wanted me to mention the toy I made from a radio antennae, our "red neck cane". All I did was wrap some duct tape around the end for a handle. That thing is pretty painful for me with very little effort on his part. It hardly ever gets used though; I'm not really sure why.
The most elaborate creation was a bullwhip made from rope, chain and tape. You can see it HERE.
Thank you so much!
Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Moar Answers! Part 3
For Fiona's questions,
1. What is most difficult about your 24/7 slavery with Children in the house?
Slavery with children in the house is perfectly easy. Master simply phrases his orders as requests and they are none the wiser. We save any noisy kinky stuff for when they are not around or asleep. The hard part is all the extras of being kinky- like going to events or play parties- pretty much the same issue any parents who want a social life apart from their kids would have. Baby sitters are hard to find when you want them to be available and they are expensive.
2. What do you wish your Master would do that he doesn't?
Oh, do we have room for a book? I am so not the decider of which fantasies get realized here. I'd like him to tie me down so I'm immobile more, I'd like to be tied up in bed to sleep, I'd like just a lot more bondage at every opportunity. He generally prefers just to position me and tell me not to move.
I'd like to be beaten every day, or more frequently. I'd like never to have to give blowjobs while he plays video games.
I'd like more micromanagement when he's home - like having to ask to go to the bathroom, or have him tell me what to wear, or just about any kinds of rules like that that he wanted to think up.
I'd like to go back to our old welcome home ritual when he used to take me upstairs and do various painful/humiliating/degrading things to me for a brief few minutes, just to get into my head immediately.
I'd like a lot more breath play.
Ok, I think that is enough for now.
3. What was your first time with your Master like?
I'm not sure what you mean by first time here? If you would like to clarify I can try to answer the right question. Anyway, I'm going to take a few stabs at various firsts.
-The first time I met him we were both in high school. My parents told me I had to join some extra curricular activities so I could get into college. I joined the D&D club because I played that game, and Master was the president of it. He was nice to me, and he made me step up and talk to the group instead of hanging back shyly.
I got a big old crush on him that day and even wrote in my diary about it.
-The first time we had sex was in his college dorm room. We had talked about it in our letters and decided that when I went to visit him, he was going to have my virginity. It was difficult and painful, and he was the only one who had any fun that first time. But I was glad to get that whole "being a virgin" thing over and done with.
-The first time I called him Master was in the summer of 2011. This is too bad, but I don't remember a single specific thing about it. He started with some hand spanking and he tied my hands with a leather strap for those first few sessions of kinky sex. We were "bedroom only" at that time. I never thought then that I would be his slave 24/7 as I am now.
4. What's your favorite song to scene to?
I don't have any songs I like to scene to. Something energetic and not too loud is better than easy listening music. Master likes to sing, or beat out drum tunes on me. I can ask him when he gets home for some of his favorites. "Yellow Submarine" is a favorite one for him to beat out with sticks on my butt. Then he plays "name that tune" with me, which I am perfectly horrible at. I never have any idea what song it is, so I always just guess "Yellow Submarine".
Thank you so much! Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
1. What is most difficult about your 24/7 slavery with Children in the house?
Slavery with children in the house is perfectly easy. Master simply phrases his orders as requests and they are none the wiser. We save any noisy kinky stuff for when they are not around or asleep. The hard part is all the extras of being kinky- like going to events or play parties- pretty much the same issue any parents who want a social life apart from their kids would have. Baby sitters are hard to find when you want them to be available and they are expensive.
2. What do you wish your Master would do that he doesn't?
Oh, do we have room for a book? I am so not the decider of which fantasies get realized here. I'd like him to tie me down so I'm immobile more, I'd like to be tied up in bed to sleep, I'd like just a lot more bondage at every opportunity. He generally prefers just to position me and tell me not to move.
I'd like to be beaten every day, or more frequently. I'd like never to have to give blowjobs while he plays video games.
I'd like more micromanagement when he's home - like having to ask to go to the bathroom, or have him tell me what to wear, or just about any kinds of rules like that that he wanted to think up.
I'd like to go back to our old welcome home ritual when he used to take me upstairs and do various painful/humiliating/degrading things to me for a brief few minutes, just to get into my head immediately.
I'd like a lot more breath play.
Ok, I think that is enough for now.
3. What was your first time with your Master like?
I'm not sure what you mean by first time here? If you would like to clarify I can try to answer the right question. Anyway, I'm going to take a few stabs at various firsts.
-The first time I met him we were both in high school. My parents told me I had to join some extra curricular activities so I could get into college. I joined the D&D club because I played that game, and Master was the president of it. He was nice to me, and he made me step up and talk to the group instead of hanging back shyly.
I got a big old crush on him that day and even wrote in my diary about it.
-The first time we had sex was in his college dorm room. We had talked about it in our letters and decided that when I went to visit him, he was going to have my virginity. It was difficult and painful, and he was the only one who had any fun that first time. But I was glad to get that whole "being a virgin" thing over and done with.
-The first time I called him Master was in the summer of 2011. This is too bad, but I don't remember a single specific thing about it. He started with some hand spanking and he tied my hands with a leather strap for those first few sessions of kinky sex. We were "bedroom only" at that time. I never thought then that I would be his slave 24/7 as I am now.
4. What's your favorite song to scene to?
I don't have any songs I like to scene to. Something energetic and not too loud is better than easy listening music. Master likes to sing, or beat out drum tunes on me. I can ask him when he gets home for some of his favorites. "Yellow Submarine" is a favorite one for him to beat out with sticks on my butt. Then he plays "name that tune" with me, which I am perfectly horrible at. I never have any idea what song it is, so I always just guess "Yellow Submarine".
Thank you so much! Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
More Answers (part 2)
For kaya's questions:
1) I don't understand why we are not neighbors. How can we make this happen?
First you guys move to somewhere nice that has a job nearby for my Master (NOT UP) and then we move next to you. It could work!
2) Outside of the kinky play and the sexin' bit, what's been the biggest change to your 'vanilla' life since you two have come to the dark side?
What vanilla life? I'd say the big difference is that he makes all the decisions (unless he tells me to decide- like what's for dinner) and I accept his way without a fuss. This extends to everything, from what video games the kids are allowed to buy, to when we go out to eat or not.
3) Prior to making it 'formal' with DM, how kinky were you two? Did you do bondage or play? Was there already a sort of power exchange at work in your relationship? How hard was it for him to hit you that first time?
We were not that kinky, not really kinky at all if you ask me. Totally vanilla if you ask him. We had done a bit of rape play and a bit of bondage, but not on a regular basis at all. No impact play.
It was very hard for him to hit me at first. It was not something he'd ever done, or ever thought was right to do (Don't hit girls!). He'd give me a little tap and say "Was that too hard?" and I'd say "No, harder!" LOL- pretty awful to think about now, but we were both totally new to this, and trying things out. It took about a month actually before I figured out that I might be a masochist because the harder he did it the better I liked it. I really hadn't ever wanted or craved pain before that. When I told him I thought I might be a masochist he said "No shit!" and laughed.
As far as power exchange, that is more tricky for me to see. I'm going to say maybe, but not really. In a few cases he simply made decrees "This is how it is going to be" and I'd give in with much internal gnashing of teeth. As when, about 4 or 5 years ago, he took over all the finances from me. It wasn't so much that I liked being in charge of them, but having him just take it away felt humiliating, and not in the hot way. Most of the time, though, when things went wrong we'd argue and struggle over it. Sex was actually a huge power struggle area. I barely ever wanted it and he always did, and we'd end up getting angry and with hurt feelings over that issue. He never forced himself on me before we started an official M/s relationship. The rape play was always very much by mutual agreement. (ie. "You try to get away now". "OK".)
We had never had anal sex before because I just knew it would be horrible and painful and I always said no. He kept trying, though, until I was his sub and then I could not say no anymore.
We were both brought up very much with the egalitarian ideals for marriage, and I often struggled against anything that felt at all like submission because I believed it was wrong to be that way. I was supposed to be my own woman!! When I worked full time, for example, we split all the chores at home evenly. But after I became a stay at home mom, all that got shifted on to me. Some of it gradually, and some of it he'd just say "You're doing this now."
Sometimes I think that being at home, having him making all the money, and being dependent on him that way, did something to me subconsciously, but I don't really know. Like it was right that he be the head of the household now, and make the big decisions. But there was almost no service aspect to me until it became official D/s and he declared that I would serve him in several ways. He had for a long time been saying we should become Baptists or Muslims (even though he's an atheist) because in those religions wives had to be submissive to their husbands, so I think that was always something he'd wanted, though without the kink and beatings part. He just wanted me to do as I was told. And I was VERY stubborn about that, resisting and being contrary at every turn, out of a fear of being submissive, feeling that was weak and "less than".
I think he's always been a bit of a sadist though. Take this game he used to play with me, back when I was 16 and he was 18. We'd be under the covers, and he'd make his hand creep up me like it was a tarantula, saying "The big hairy tarantula is creeping up the little girl..." a few times before it got to a sensitive spot and then he'd grab me and say "FANGS!" He thought it was hilarious, me, not so much. Ok, he still does it, except now it is sometimes a centipede because I HATE those things.
4) I know you two met when you were young. Was he your first?
He was my second boyfriend. I had gone out with another guy for just one month before we broke up (mutually agreeable, no hard feelings, breakup). DM was the first guy I had sex with. We dated actually about 8 months before "going all the way".
5) Which of you found the online kink world first? Did you keep it secret from the other? Was there any shame or embarrassment to show what you'd found?
That would be me. He had always watched porn and shared it with me (no secrets there) and it was just vanilla fucking and sucking sorts of things. And yeah I had a lot of shame and embarrassment over the kinky stuff, or anything sexual, but I told him each time anyway because I can't keep secrets from him. The first time was way back when we first got the internet, and I found an online story of M/s with a strong humiliation element and was really fascinated. I read it to him, and he was sort of like "ho hum" so that was pretty much that. I figured it was just interesting fiction. I did not think that people actually lived this way.
Then I joined a web forum for BDSM, and I told him all about that also, this was in 2011. I asked to become his submissive and he said he'd try it out.
That escalated quickly!
Thank you so much! Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
1) I don't understand why we are not neighbors. How can we make this happen?
First you guys move to somewhere nice that has a job nearby for my Master (NOT UP) and then we move next to you. It could work!
2) Outside of the kinky play and the sexin' bit, what's been the biggest change to your 'vanilla' life since you two have come to the dark side?
What vanilla life? I'd say the big difference is that he makes all the decisions (unless he tells me to decide- like what's for dinner) and I accept his way without a fuss. This extends to everything, from what video games the kids are allowed to buy, to when we go out to eat or not.
3) Prior to making it 'formal' with DM, how kinky were you two? Did you do bondage or play? Was there already a sort of power exchange at work in your relationship? How hard was it for him to hit you that first time?
We were not that kinky, not really kinky at all if you ask me. Totally vanilla if you ask him. We had done a bit of rape play and a bit of bondage, but not on a regular basis at all. No impact play.
It was very hard for him to hit me at first. It was not something he'd ever done, or ever thought was right to do (Don't hit girls!). He'd give me a little tap and say "Was that too hard?" and I'd say "No, harder!" LOL- pretty awful to think about now, but we were both totally new to this, and trying things out. It took about a month actually before I figured out that I might be a masochist because the harder he did it the better I liked it. I really hadn't ever wanted or craved pain before that. When I told him I thought I might be a masochist he said "No shit!" and laughed.
As far as power exchange, that is more tricky for me to see. I'm going to say maybe, but not really. In a few cases he simply made decrees "This is how it is going to be" and I'd give in with much internal gnashing of teeth. As when, about 4 or 5 years ago, he took over all the finances from me. It wasn't so much that I liked being in charge of them, but having him just take it away felt humiliating, and not in the hot way. Most of the time, though, when things went wrong we'd argue and struggle over it. Sex was actually a huge power struggle area. I barely ever wanted it and he always did, and we'd end up getting angry and with hurt feelings over that issue. He never forced himself on me before we started an official M/s relationship. The rape play was always very much by mutual agreement. (ie. "You try to get away now". "OK".)
We had never had anal sex before because I just knew it would be horrible and painful and I always said no. He kept trying, though, until I was his sub and then I could not say no anymore.
We were both brought up very much with the egalitarian ideals for marriage, and I often struggled against anything that felt at all like submission because I believed it was wrong to be that way. I was supposed to be my own woman!! When I worked full time, for example, we split all the chores at home evenly. But after I became a stay at home mom, all that got shifted on to me. Some of it gradually, and some of it he'd just say "You're doing this now."
Sometimes I think that being at home, having him making all the money, and being dependent on him that way, did something to me subconsciously, but I don't really know. Like it was right that he be the head of the household now, and make the big decisions. But there was almost no service aspect to me until it became official D/s and he declared that I would serve him in several ways. He had for a long time been saying we should become Baptists or Muslims (even though he's an atheist) because in those religions wives had to be submissive to their husbands, so I think that was always something he'd wanted, though without the kink and beatings part. He just wanted me to do as I was told. And I was VERY stubborn about that, resisting and being contrary at every turn, out of a fear of being submissive, feeling that was weak and "less than".
I think he's always been a bit of a sadist though. Take this game he used to play with me, back when I was 16 and he was 18. We'd be under the covers, and he'd make his hand creep up me like it was a tarantula, saying "The big hairy tarantula is creeping up the little girl..." a few times before it got to a sensitive spot and then he'd grab me and say "FANGS!" He thought it was hilarious, me, not so much. Ok, he still does it, except now it is sometimes a centipede because I HATE those things.
4) I know you two met when you were young. Was he your first?
He was my second boyfriend. I had gone out with another guy for just one month before we broke up (mutually agreeable, no hard feelings, breakup). DM was the first guy I had sex with. We dated actually about 8 months before "going all the way".
5) Which of you found the online kink world first? Did you keep it secret from the other? Was there any shame or embarrassment to show what you'd found?
That would be me. He had always watched porn and shared it with me (no secrets there) and it was just vanilla fucking and sucking sorts of things. And yeah I had a lot of shame and embarrassment over the kinky stuff, or anything sexual, but I told him each time anyway because I can't keep secrets from him. The first time was way back when we first got the internet, and I found an online story of M/s with a strong humiliation element and was really fascinated. I read it to him, and he was sort of like "ho hum" so that was pretty much that. I figured it was just interesting fiction. I did not think that people actually lived this way.
Then I joined a web forum for BDSM, and I told him all about that also, this was in 2011. I asked to become his submissive and he said he'd try it out.
That escalated quickly!
Thank you so much! Please ask more questions at any time, I love this!
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A while ago we were trying to come up with a cute name for our Thursday meetings (me and Dr Peter). Today we came up with "Beating an...
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Dildos- What Can I Say? I do not have a dildo. What, what? What, you say? How can that be? It just happens that Master never bou...
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For anyone who has been wondering how my stomach ache issue resolved, it hasn't. I haven't been writing about it (because boring!) ...
