Yesterday I drove with Mystique to Baraboo (a couple hours each way) because she was dropping off rope to someone who helps her sell it and wanted company. It was a lovely day for a drive, and we had a lot of fun talking and playing Pokemon a little bit around the town. We also went to the Baraboo zoo, which is tiny and with very ancient animals. The bears were elderly, fat and cute. I felt sad for the wolves, who have a full view of several city streets and were rather upset by a dog walking by down there. Even though it was a small zoo, the animal habitats seemed pretty nice and enriched with things that animals might find entertaining.
I got home, spent most of the afternoon grazing, sorting and working sheep, and then putting all the little ones with their moms in the barn in preparation for freezing rain and snow (a four letter word this time of year) predicted.
After dinner Master and I went out playing Pokemon and ended up staying out late because they just added this "Quest" feature to the game which was really engaging and we just couldn't stop until he was tired out and I was frozen.
We went straight to bed then, and I was expecting nothing but sleep until he ordered "Grab a blanket and lie on your stomach, slavegirl". He entered me quickly with no warm up and it felt so perfect. I loved being used by him. Of course, that made me come a bunch of times. He fucked me for a long time (it seemed, I didn't look at the clock) before he came and we went to sleep.
Really, a great day all around.
Saturday, March 31, 2018
Thursday, March 29, 2018
Fit For Friday 9!
I didn't lose any weight this week, but I didn't gain any. I'll keep plugging away at it.
3/23 10 carbs, An hour and a quarter walk, plus later a 30 minute walk.
3/24 13 carbs, 30 minute walk and a 45 minute walk.
3/25 11 carbs. I made pancakes for breakfast because Master wanted them, but I did not eat any. 1.5 hour walk approximately, playing Pokemon for 3 hours so it was pretty slow walking. Sore feet!
3/26 6 carbs, 20 minute walk
3/27 45 carbs (piece of pizza for dinner), 1 hour walk and a 20 minute walk.
3/28 10 carbs. 45 minute walk and then an hour walk later.
3/29 13 carbs. About 1 hour total of walking.
3/23 10 carbs, An hour and a quarter walk, plus later a 30 minute walk.
3/24 13 carbs, 30 minute walk and a 45 minute walk.
3/25 11 carbs. I made pancakes for breakfast because Master wanted them, but I did not eat any. 1.5 hour walk approximately, playing Pokemon for 3 hours so it was pretty slow walking. Sore feet!
3/26 6 carbs, 20 minute walk
3/27 45 carbs (piece of pizza for dinner), 1 hour walk and a 20 minute walk.
3/28 10 carbs. 45 minute walk and then an hour walk later.
3/29 13 carbs. About 1 hour total of walking.
Pokemon!
Master and I were out for a walk the other night (YAY we're walking together again!) and he was telling me about all the rare Pokemon he doesn't have yet. I have plenty of the ones he wanted, so I told him I wished they had trading in the game so I could just give him some of mine.
He said "Yeah, then you could give me all your Legendaries!"
Me: ...............
Me again: "Maybe I'm happy they don't have trading then."
My generosity only goes so far, but I know I couldn't resist if he gave me an order.
He said "Yeah, then you could give me all your Legendaries!"
Me: ...............
Me again: "Maybe I'm happy they don't have trading then."
My generosity only goes so far, but I know I couldn't resist if he gave me an order.
Tuesday, March 27, 2018
TMI Tuesday: Confessions
1. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, your future, what would you want to know?
What stocks should I buy now?
2. What do you value most in your sex life?
Being dominated. That's what really turns me on. There are many ways to accomplish this, which leads to a good variety. I'm glad my Master is creative.
3. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?
I don't know. It kind of depends on HOW the joke goes. I have laughed at some pretty awful ones.
4. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one in which you currently live, where would you move and why?
Tahiti sounds awfully nice right now. Somewhere warm with a beach. It's 40 degrees and raining here today.
5. Are you too nice?
Oh no. Not a bit. See number 3.
Bonus: Falling in love is _____ . (one word only)
sweet
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What stocks should I buy now?
2. What do you value most in your sex life?
Being dominated. That's what really turns me on. There are many ways to accomplish this, which leads to a good variety. I'm glad my Master is creative.
3. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?
I don't know. It kind of depends on HOW the joke goes. I have laughed at some pretty awful ones.
4. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one in which you currently live, where would you move and why?
Tahiti sounds awfully nice right now. Somewhere warm with a beach. It's 40 degrees and raining here today.
5. Are you too nice?
Oh no. Not a bit. See number 3.
Bonus: Falling in love is _____ . (one word only)
sweet
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Monday, March 26, 2018
Low Carb Cheesecake Recipe
This is the low carb cheesecake recipe for Abby:
It was invented by my mom, and it is not low fat.
Leave cream cheese at room temperature for 24 hours. This is a very important step and if you skip it your batter will be lumpy.
2 pkg cream cheese (room temp)
1 tsp almond extract
1.5 tsp vanilla
2 eggs
2/3 cup splenda (or other baking approved sweetener)
Crust:
2 1/4 c almonds
1/4 lb butter
Fry the almonds VERY lightly in a small amount of butter. Grind them in a blender. Add the rest of the butter and pat it into your baking dish. This recipe is for an 8 in. pie pan. You can scale it up for larger pans. I wouldn't bother with a special cheesecake pan because the crust is crumbly.
Mix the other ingredients, put into the dish.
Bake at 350 for 25 minutes or until done.
Optional topping, which I didn't make this time:
1/2 pint sour cream
3 T splenda
1/2 t almond ext.
1/2 t vanilla
Put on cheese cake after cooling.
I figured it has 6 carbs for 1/8 of the cheesecake.
It was invented by my mom, and it is not low fat.
Leave cream cheese at room temperature for 24 hours. This is a very important step and if you skip it your batter will be lumpy.
2 pkg cream cheese (room temp)
1 tsp almond extract
1.5 tsp vanilla
2 eggs
2/3 cup splenda (or other baking approved sweetener)
Crust:
2 1/4 c almonds
1/4 lb butter
Fry the almonds VERY lightly in a small amount of butter. Grind them in a blender. Add the rest of the butter and pat it into your baking dish. This recipe is for an 8 in. pie pan. You can scale it up for larger pans. I wouldn't bother with a special cheesecake pan because the crust is crumbly.
Mix the other ingredients, put into the dish.
Bake at 350 for 25 minutes or until done.
Optional topping, which I didn't make this time:
1/2 pint sour cream
3 T splenda
1/2 t almond ext.
1/2 t vanilla
Put on cheese cake after cooling.
I figured it has 6 carbs for 1/8 of the cheesecake.
Trumpeting After Sex
Literally.
The other day we rolled out of bed after some hot and steamy sex and post-sex cuddling and Master picked up his trumpet and started playing. The dogs who I could see out the window wandering the yard stopped to listen. Some of the notes were off and he said "My valves are sticky!"
I gave him a lewd glance and said "Mine too!"
Heh.
He's got valve oil for his, but I don't think that would have helped mine.
The other day we rolled out of bed after some hot and steamy sex and post-sex cuddling and Master picked up his trumpet and started playing. The dogs who I could see out the window wandering the yard stopped to listen. Some of the notes were off and he said "My valves are sticky!"
I gave him a lewd glance and said "Mine too!"
Heh.
He's got valve oil for his, but I don't think that would have helped mine.
Saturday, March 24, 2018
Friday Night Fucking
Soooo I have been neglectful of the sex side of this blog lately. Not that we haven't had sex, but I haven't felt like writing about it.
Last night Master and I went for a looonnng walk, almost as long as some of the walks we used to do back before I had a hurt foot. When we got back he wasn't too tired to beat me with the misery stick, though.
He started me out on the bed, lying facedown on the Liberator blanket (this thing is seriously the best invention, and worth the money). I got about 5 gentle whaps for a warm and then the misery part started. It doesn't take much of a swing to make that stick hurt! I was wiggling and yelping a bit so he turned me over to do my breasts. After one particularly stinging strike right on my nipple I was whimpering and covering myself with my hands. He started the ladder game, where he counts upward and then back down. This time it was 10. Many of them were delivered while he fucked me- he just raised one of my legs up in the air and struck the back of my thigh with the cane. If I wiggled away too much that his cock came out of my cunt, he started over again at ONE! This was tough I tell you. I tried wiggling closer to him instead of wiggling away. It's just too hard not to wiggle at all.
Last night Master and I went for a looonnng walk, almost as long as some of the walks we used to do back before I had a hurt foot. When we got back he wasn't too tired to beat me with the misery stick, though.
He started me out on the bed, lying facedown on the Liberator blanket (this thing is seriously the best invention, and worth the money). I got about 5 gentle whaps for a warm and then the misery part started. It doesn't take much of a swing to make that stick hurt! I was wiggling and yelping a bit so he turned me over to do my breasts. After one particularly stinging strike right on my nipple I was whimpering and covering myself with my hands. He started the ladder game, where he counts upward and then back down. This time it was 10. Many of them were delivered while he fucked me- he just raised one of my legs up in the air and struck the back of my thigh with the cane. If I wiggled away too much that his cock came out of my cunt, he started over again at ONE! This was tough I tell you. I tried wiggling closer to him instead of wiggling away. It's just too hard not to wiggle at all.
Friday, March 23, 2018
Fit for Friday Eight
3/16 8 carbs, 35 minutes of walking and 50 minutes of mucking out the barn.
3/17 I was doing really well until the St. Pats Day party, and then I had beer. And then we went out for Mexican food (that's what you do on St. Patrick's Day, right?) and there was rice and tortillas of course. And chips. Lots of chips. Ok, not a dieting day.
I did take a brisk 45 minute walk in the morning that day.
3/18 Yeah, no. Mexican leftovers for lunch! There were a few little walks while we played Pokemon, adding up to maybe 20 minutes. And popcorn!
3/19 Back on track, seriously. 13 carbs, 20 minutes of zumba workout, and two walks which totaled 45 minutes together.
3/20 10 carbs. Master and I went for an hour walk at night. He inspires me! About the time I'm saying "Ready to turn back now?" he's going "Top of the next hill!"
3/21 12 carbs and one 30 minute walk.
3/22 12 carbs and a 30 minute walk. Later another walk for 20 minutes.
I lost one pound this week! For a total of 15 pounds overall.
I just want to tell you I would have quit the whole diet thing Monday if I hadn't been inspired by you guys here doing Fit For Friday with me. Thinking about "I won't have a good update Friday if I quit now" got me through the rough patch of the weekend and going back to sticking to a diet Monday. I really, really wanted a donut. Or some cake. Or a bagel. But I resisted. Instead I'm making low carb cheesecake today.
3/17 I was doing really well until the St. Pats Day party, and then I had beer. And then we went out for Mexican food (that's what you do on St. Patrick's Day, right?) and there was rice and tortillas of course. And chips. Lots of chips. Ok, not a dieting day.
I did take a brisk 45 minute walk in the morning that day.
3/18 Yeah, no. Mexican leftovers for lunch! There were a few little walks while we played Pokemon, adding up to maybe 20 minutes. And popcorn!
3/19 Back on track, seriously. 13 carbs, 20 minutes of zumba workout, and two walks which totaled 45 minutes together.
3/20 10 carbs. Master and I went for an hour walk at night. He inspires me! About the time I'm saying "Ready to turn back now?" he's going "Top of the next hill!"
3/21 12 carbs and one 30 minute walk.
3/22 12 carbs and a 30 minute walk. Later another walk for 20 minutes.
I lost one pound this week! For a total of 15 pounds overall.
I just want to tell you I would have quit the whole diet thing Monday if I hadn't been inspired by you guys here doing Fit For Friday with me. Thinking about "I won't have a good update Friday if I quit now" got me through the rough patch of the weekend and going back to sticking to a diet Monday. I really, really wanted a donut. Or some cake. Or a bagel. But I resisted. Instead I'm making low carb cheesecake today.
Monday, March 19, 2018
TMI Tuesday: The Life You Want
1. Who was the first person you ever had a crush on? Why did you like them?
There was a kid in grade school I liked because he always invited me to play 4 square.
2. What is the most important material possession you have and why?
Probably the house and barn. I'm pretty attached to this property. It's just so pretty and suits all my needs for now. Although once I get really old I may appreciate a move to the south so as to avoid snow shoveling and ice. Who knows?
3. If you were a cake which cake would you be?
A delicious one with tons of frosting.
4. Has anything/anyone every saved your life before?
When I was less than two I tottered behind the car of a very old and deaf neighbor as he was backing slowly out of his driveway. I was knocked over and my large homemade leather moccasin was trapped under the tire of his car. My mom was there waving frantically for him to stop, and then go forward (NOT BACKWARD!), so she saved me then from being crushed as I lay directly in back of the tire. And the neighbor saved me by listening to her and understanding. I don't remember any of this; I only know from being told.
Later, some doctors saved me from dying of a burst appendix.
5. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?
Gosh, do I want to fly or do I want to remember whatever I set my mind to? One of those, I think.
Bonus: Do you have a dream you’re pursuing? Tell us about it.
I'm dreaming right now of training this puppy I have to be a great stockdog and to trial with her some day.
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There was a kid in grade school I liked because he always invited me to play 4 square.
2. What is the most important material possession you have and why?
Probably the house and barn. I'm pretty attached to this property. It's just so pretty and suits all my needs for now. Although once I get really old I may appreciate a move to the south so as to avoid snow shoveling and ice. Who knows?
3. If you were a cake which cake would you be?
A delicious one with tons of frosting.
4. Has anything/anyone every saved your life before?
When I was less than two I tottered behind the car of a very old and deaf neighbor as he was backing slowly out of his driveway. I was knocked over and my large homemade leather moccasin was trapped under the tire of his car. My mom was there waving frantically for him to stop, and then go forward (NOT BACKWARD!), so she saved me then from being crushed as I lay directly in back of the tire. And the neighbor saved me by listening to her and understanding. I don't remember any of this; I only know from being told.
Later, some doctors saved me from dying of a burst appendix.
5. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?
Gosh, do I want to fly or do I want to remember whatever I set my mind to? One of those, I think.
Bonus: Do you have a dream you’re pursuing? Tell us about it.
I'm dreaming right now of training this puppy I have to be a great stockdog and to trial with her some day.
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Sunday, March 18, 2018
Kinky St. Pats
We went to a kinky St. Patrick's Day party Saturday night and got a door prize for showing up- nipple clamps with bells on them!
Master had great fun making them jingle while he was fucking me this morning, and they felt really good to me too- until they came off, and then it was AGONY!
Master had great fun making them jingle while he was fucking me this morning, and they felt really good to me too- until they came off, and then it was AGONY!
Friday, March 16, 2018
Fit For Friday 7
3/9 7 carbs, 20 minutes of barn mucking and a 20 minute walk
3/10 10 carbs, 35 minutes of barn mucking and a 40 minute walk
3/11 7 carbs, 1.5 hours of (slow) walking while we played Pokemon on Sunday
3/12 7 carbs, one 20 minute walk
3/13 10 carbs, a 40 minute walk
3/14 was Pi day, not a day for diets, obviously. The older kid and I made a meat pie for dinner, and I made strawberry rhubarb for dessert. With ice cream. Yum! I also went for two walks- 40 minute power walk and a 35 minute one at night.
3/15 5 carbs only, and a 40 minute walk at a pretty good pace.
And this is exciting: these are my pants that were getting too tight in the tummy before I started my diet. Now I'm ready to go back to my smaller pants that were put off to the sidelines.
The scale... was ambivalent. I have either lost a pound or stayed the same since last week. It keeps changing when I step on and off and then on again. I need a better scale. The pants don't lie, though. I have lost about 13-14 pounds since I started the diet and exercise.
3/10 10 carbs, 35 minutes of barn mucking and a 40 minute walk
3/11 7 carbs, 1.5 hours of (slow) walking while we played Pokemon on Sunday
3/12 7 carbs, one 20 minute walk
3/13 10 carbs, a 40 minute walk
3/14 was Pi day, not a day for diets, obviously. The older kid and I made a meat pie for dinner, and I made strawberry rhubarb for dessert. With ice cream. Yum! I also went for two walks- 40 minute power walk and a 35 minute one at night.
3/15 5 carbs only, and a 40 minute walk at a pretty good pace.
And this is exciting: these are my pants that were getting too tight in the tummy before I started my diet. Now I'm ready to go back to my smaller pants that were put off to the sidelines.
The scale... was ambivalent. I have either lost a pound or stayed the same since last week. It keeps changing when I step on and off and then on again. I need a better scale. The pants don't lie, though. I have lost about 13-14 pounds since I started the diet and exercise.
Thursday, March 15, 2018
Pi Day
It was Pi day yesterday, so of course there had to be pie!
It was a good time to go off the diet, for one meal anyway.
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Sore
This morning Master told me to wake him up before noon and be ready to fuck. He hadn't got any sleep the night before (work) so this was his night-time.
Just before noon I snuggled under the covers with him until he woke up and started fucking me. He stopped then and said, not really as a question, "You need to be beaten though." I agreed.
He told me to get out of bed, get a blanket on the floor and kneel on it. He stood in front of me, his cock straining toward me for attention, which was so hot. I reached forward with my mouth, but he pulled back, teasing me a couple of times before he let me have it. Just as I had fully engulfed him the really heavy red stick came down on my backside, and then again in the same spot. I struggled to maintain my position an instantly was slightly whimpering. This soon turned to sobbing because he was beating HARD. The lighter whippy canes also came down hard on my ass, then he made me come. There were great gushing squirts, so it was a good thing I had the waterproof blanket down.
He took out the leather tawse and beat my shoulders and back with that. Then he had me stand and whipped me with the belt. He fucked me quickly and too soon it was time for a shower. It was all fast and furious and my back is pretty sore now, but in a nice way, to remind me.
Just before noon I snuggled under the covers with him until he woke up and started fucking me. He stopped then and said, not really as a question, "You need to be beaten though." I agreed.
He told me to get out of bed, get a blanket on the floor and kneel on it. He stood in front of me, his cock straining toward me for attention, which was so hot. I reached forward with my mouth, but he pulled back, teasing me a couple of times before he let me have it. Just as I had fully engulfed him the really heavy red stick came down on my backside, and then again in the same spot. I struggled to maintain my position an instantly was slightly whimpering. This soon turned to sobbing because he was beating HARD. The lighter whippy canes also came down hard on my ass, then he made me come. There were great gushing squirts, so it was a good thing I had the waterproof blanket down.
He took out the leather tawse and beat my shoulders and back with that. Then he had me stand and whipped me with the belt. He fucked me quickly and too soon it was time for a shower. It was all fast and furious and my back is pretty sore now, but in a nice way, to remind me.
Monday, March 12, 2018
TMI Tuesday: SEX
1. Do you have a special place you like to have sex regularly?
It's the bedroom. I know, I'm hardly unique in that.
2. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done? The scariest?
Giving birth. It was the hardest and scariest too.
3. Are you annoying?
Probably.
4. A person whom you’ve had “the hots” for a very long time tells you they are super attracted to you. You spend a few hours together and the sexual attraction is overwhelming. You are dying to have this person as your lover. At the moment you are highly aroused, and he/she wants to have sex with you in a church, would you do it?
Since I already have had sex in a church, that would be yes. Of course, it would be with my Master, or only on his orders if someone else.
5. While in the middle of the best lovemaking of your life, if your lover asked you to squeal like a dolphin, would you?
Of course. I've done worse than that.
Bonus: Are you good in bed?
I like to think so. I have gotten rave reviews. :)
And a bonus series of pictures from Master's homecoming:
More TMI Tuesday blogs: https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com/2018/03/12/tmi-tuesday-march-13-2018/
It's the bedroom. I know, I'm hardly unique in that.
2. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done? The scariest?
Giving birth. It was the hardest and scariest too.
3. Are you annoying?
Probably.
4. A person whom you’ve had “the hots” for a very long time tells you they are super attracted to you. You spend a few hours together and the sexual attraction is overwhelming. You are dying to have this person as your lover. At the moment you are highly aroused, and he/she wants to have sex with you in a church, would you do it?
Since I already have had sex in a church, that would be yes. Of course, it would be with my Master, or only on his orders if someone else.
5. While in the middle of the best lovemaking of your life, if your lover asked you to squeal like a dolphin, would you?
Of course. I've done worse than that.
Bonus: Are you good in bed?
I like to think so. I have gotten rave reviews. :)
And a bonus series of pictures from Master's homecoming:
More TMI Tuesday blogs: https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com/2018/03/12/tmi-tuesday-march-13-2018/
Sunday, March 11, 2018
Lamb Care
Since there were quite a few comments about what is involved with the lambs I thought I'd write about that too.
Most of it is observation. Observation and carrying buckets of water. My hose is frozen and so I have to carry the buckets of water to them. Even if I unfroze the hose, hooking it up and unhooking it and draining it after every use is just as much work, so I elect to carry buckets. They generally get 5-6 buckets in the morning and another 4 at night. I have them divided into two stalls right now, and then the boys are outside.
Observing the lambs is intensive at first, to make sure they are moving around well, eating normally and keeping warm. If they are standing weird that can go from "looks weird" at one visit, to dead lamb at the next, so I really watch them each time. If they get cold I bring them in the house to warm up. If they seem lethargic I supplement them with a bottle at first, but I really want to leave them with their mom as much as possible, so I take the bottle out there to them.
Then there is the cleaning out of the stalls when they get too mucky. That's pretty heavy and long work. I move the sheep into clean stalls, clean out the dirty.
I feed them all hay twice a day, and some pellet food in the morning for the pregnant or nursing ewes.
Observing the ewes is important too. Anyone that isn't eating or is standing weird or rejecting her lambs probably needs extra attention.
The lambs all get ear tagged and written down in my notebook so I can keep track of them. The ewes get de-wormed. Eventually the male lambs will get castrated. Master has to help me with that last because it is a two person job.
Most of it is observation. Observation and carrying buckets of water. My hose is frozen and so I have to carry the buckets of water to them. Even if I unfroze the hose, hooking it up and unhooking it and draining it after every use is just as much work, so I elect to carry buckets. They generally get 5-6 buckets in the morning and another 4 at night. I have them divided into two stalls right now, and then the boys are outside.
Observing the lambs is intensive at first, to make sure they are moving around well, eating normally and keeping warm. If they are standing weird that can go from "looks weird" at one visit, to dead lamb at the next, so I really watch them each time. If they get cold I bring them in the house to warm up. If they seem lethargic I supplement them with a bottle at first, but I really want to leave them with their mom as much as possible, so I take the bottle out there to them.
Then there is the cleaning out of the stalls when they get too mucky. That's pretty heavy and long work. I move the sheep into clean stalls, clean out the dirty.
I feed them all hay twice a day, and some pellet food in the morning for the pregnant or nursing ewes.
Observing the ewes is important too. Anyone that isn't eating or is standing weird or rejecting her lambs probably needs extra attention.
The lambs all get ear tagged and written down in my notebook so I can keep track of them. The ewes get de-wormed. Eventually the male lambs will get castrated. Master has to help me with that last because it is a two person job.
Saturday, March 10, 2018
Interest?
We had a full day of kid things today, and when the last of the guests had left Master was dancing me around the kitchen. He asked if I was ready to fuck. I said yes, and then I added, "But it wouldn't really matter if I wasn't interested, would it?"
He said "Sure it would. If you don't want to, that makes it even more fun."
Hmmm.
He said "Sure it would. If you don't want to, that makes it even more fun."
Hmmm.
Master is Home!!
He got home from Las Vegas yesterday and I'm so happy he's back. I was getting lonely. He had a GREAT trip, so that was wonderful. The Pokemon in Las Vegas are everywhere!
Friday, March 9, 2018
Fit For Friday 6
3/2 13 carbs. 30 minute walk and 20 minutes of mucking the barn.
3/3 Many carbs. I went out to eat with our munch group and had the General Tso chicken which is delicious. I ate the whole thing, but only little of the rice. I also took Puppy for a 40 minute walk in the park and started teaching her tracking. She is such a smart little thing.
3/4 12.5 carbs. One 30 minute walk and 30 minutes of mucking the barn. I got the older kid to help me with the mucking because I was really wearing out on that.
3/5 23 carbs. Dr. Peter made me tikki masala for lunch, so it was a bit more than normal, but healthy types of food still, and not a huge portion. That is very much an estimate. I did 20 minutes of yoga and no walking because I have felt very worn out after our play session (2 hours. Not including lunch).
3/6 6 carbs. Snow! Spent an hour shoveling, both snow and in the barn, and also went for a 30 minute walk, inside.
3/7 11 carbs. Spent 40 minutes mucking the barn (you would not believe the muck). One 20 minute walk outside and then a 25 minute walk.
3/8 7 carbs. 20 minutes of mucking in the barn and 20 minutes of walking outside. I spent most of the day dealing with kid stuff and lambs. Busy, busy! I still took time for Pokemon and walking while I played.
This morning I weighed in and have lost one more pound!
3/3 Many carbs. I went out to eat with our munch group and had the General Tso chicken which is delicious. I ate the whole thing, but only little of the rice. I also took Puppy for a 40 minute walk in the park and started teaching her tracking. She is such a smart little thing.
3/4 12.5 carbs. One 30 minute walk and 30 minutes of mucking the barn. I got the older kid to help me with the mucking because I was really wearing out on that.
3/5 23 carbs. Dr. Peter made me tikki masala for lunch, so it was a bit more than normal, but healthy types of food still, and not a huge portion. That is very much an estimate. I did 20 minutes of yoga and no walking because I have felt very worn out after our play session (2 hours. Not including lunch).
3/6 6 carbs. Snow! Spent an hour shoveling, both snow and in the barn, and also went for a 30 minute walk, inside.
3/7 11 carbs. Spent 40 minutes mucking the barn (you would not believe the muck). One 20 minute walk outside and then a 25 minute walk.
3/8 7 carbs. 20 minutes of mucking in the barn and 20 minutes of walking outside. I spent most of the day dealing with kid stuff and lambs. Busy, busy! I still took time for Pokemon and walking while I played.
This morning I weighed in and have lost one more pound!
Thursday, March 8, 2018
Kinky Blogger Party
Jz asks (such a fun question!)
OK, you're hosting a Blogland party and We're All Coming!!!
I won't make you choose the guest list (just hold it in the barn, we'll all fit!) but I do want to know if you'd prefer to choose the menu (if so, what?) or just do potluck?
Also, what kind of games will you have us do for ice breakers?
I think I will serve dinner, because a lot of you must be flying in and flying with potluck dishes isn't that fun. So, for starters we will have some hatch chili cheese puffs (these are easy because they come frozen). Then we are going to have some pork tenderloin, which is tasty. Some vegetables. And for dessert --PIE! What else? Another pie, probably. At least 2. Maybe I will get carried away and make three. Needless to say, this is not the day for diets.
If it is summer time, my Master will probably cook everything on the grill (not the pie though).
Our first game is who can shuffle around the kitchen filling their plate without tripping on one of the dogs. LOL
Just kidding. I'm not that great at party ice breaker games, but I think Bears Vs. Babies is a lot of fun, and maybe some Cards Against Humanity. If we are having kinky games it could be "Pin the Tail on the Naked Ass".
OK, you're hosting a Blogland party and We're All Coming!!!
I won't make you choose the guest list (just hold it in the barn, we'll all fit!) but I do want to know if you'd prefer to choose the menu (if so, what?) or just do potluck?
Also, what kind of games will you have us do for ice breakers?
I think I will serve dinner, because a lot of you must be flying in and flying with potluck dishes isn't that fun. So, for starters we will have some hatch chili cheese puffs (these are easy because they come frozen). Then we are going to have some pork tenderloin, which is tasty. Some vegetables. And for dessert --PIE! What else? Another pie, probably. At least 2. Maybe I will get carried away and make three. Needless to say, this is not the day for diets.
If it is summer time, my Master will probably cook everything on the grill (not the pie though).
Our first game is who can shuffle around the kitchen filling their plate without tripping on one of the dogs. LOL
Just kidding. I'm not that great at party ice breaker games, but I think Bears Vs. Babies is a lot of fun, and maybe some Cards Against Humanity. If we are having kinky games it could be "Pin the Tail on the Naked Ass".
Kinky Realizations
Olivia asks,
When did you first realize you were into kink? What happened, or what were the circumstances around that realization?
My realization happened in 2011. That wasn't the first time we'd done anything that could be considered kinky, and it wasn't the first time I'd had fantasies that were pretty out there. I think I have always had those, at least as early as I can remember. However, I didn't think they were anything that could be acted on, or that it was even desirable to act on that sort of thing. I'd think about them when masturbating, but that's about it.
In 2011 my Master and the kids went off to California without me and I was sitting around playing on the internet a lot. I looked up some BDSM sites (which I had been reading on and off for at least 10 years). But this time the people I found in a forum made it seem like this could be real life, not just a fantasy story. I wanted to try it. So I asked Master when he got home if we could. He thought some aliens had given me a new brain, but he was pretty thrilled with the amount of things I was suddenly willing to do.
Thanks for asking, Olivia!
When did you first realize you were into kink? What happened, or what were the circumstances around that realization?
My realization happened in 2011. That wasn't the first time we'd done anything that could be considered kinky, and it wasn't the first time I'd had fantasies that were pretty out there. I think I have always had those, at least as early as I can remember. However, I didn't think they were anything that could be acted on, or that it was even desirable to act on that sort of thing. I'd think about them when masturbating, but that's about it.
In 2011 my Master and the kids went off to California without me and I was sitting around playing on the internet a lot. I looked up some BDSM sites (which I had been reading on and off for at least 10 years). But this time the people I found in a forum made it seem like this could be real life, not just a fantasy story. I wanted to try it. So I asked Master when he got home if we could. He thought some aliens had given me a new brain, but he was pretty thrilled with the amount of things I was suddenly willing to do.
Thanks for asking, Olivia!
Wednesday, March 7, 2018
What I'm Doing This Week
While Master is gone, the sheep are lambing. I'm out there for hours every day making sure everyone is healthy and comfortable, with plenty of food and water and cleaning. We have had 7 lambs born since Saturday.
About the M/s relationship, When and How
Amy's Question: Did you begin the master/slave dynamic before you were
married or did it happen later? Also, is this your first master/slave
relationship or had either of you been involved in something like this
beforehand?
We got married in 1993. It was basically vanilla and egalitarian until 2011 when I started reading some BDSM porn sites and brought up the idea to him of spanking and doing more bondage. We had done some of the latter, every now and then, but it wasn't a huge part of our sex life, only an occasional spice. He said yes, he'd try it, so we started playing around with it a bit more, and I really, really liked it. I liked being submissive to him, and he liked it a lot too, getting his way in everything! It just snowballed from there until I was his slave. I'd say that process took about 3-4 months. Neither of us had been involved in anything like that with another person before. I didn't even know it was a "thing" that people did.
We got married in 1993. It was basically vanilla and egalitarian until 2011 when I started reading some BDSM porn sites and brought up the idea to him of spanking and doing more bondage. We had done some of the latter, every now and then, but it wasn't a huge part of our sex life, only an occasional spice. He said yes, he'd try it, so we started playing around with it a bit more, and I really, really liked it. I liked being submissive to him, and he liked it a lot too, getting his way in everything! It just snowballed from there until I was his slave. I'd say that process took about 3-4 months. Neither of us had been involved in anything like that with another person before. I didn't even know it was a "thing" that people did.
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Can't Change Now
Bleue d'ame asks:
Q: Is there something that you can't change right now but are looking forward to changing in the near future?
Gosh, this is a really hard question.
I feel kind of guilty saying it, but I'm kind of looking forward to the time when Master and I can take little mini vacations together without worrying "What are we going to do with the kids?" They are getting older and more independent by the second, which I enjoy watching. I'm not one of those moms who wants to keep them babies forever. I like the growing up process.
Q: Is there something that you can't change right now but are looking forward to changing in the near future?
Gosh, this is a really hard question.
I feel kind of guilty saying it, but I'm kind of looking forward to the time when Master and I can take little mini vacations together without worrying "What are we going to do with the kids?" They are getting older and more independent by the second, which I enjoy watching. I'm not one of those moms who wants to keep them babies forever. I like the growing up process.
Me? Topping? Yes.
It's a whole different kind of fun than being on the bottom, more akin
to giving someone a massage, and making them happy that way.
It really felt much easier for me to top someone else, who's not my Master. I didn't have that "wrongness" feeling about it, and plus I already knew that he really loves caning and has taught a lot of people to do what I was doing. I really didn't get any dom head space at all, but he was walking me step by step through the whole thing, giving a lot of directions. I did get a little rush of excitement at times, but didn't find it very erotic. I think I was concentrating too hard on learning and doing it right. To give a good caning, an erotic caning, there is a lot more involved than simply applying the cane to a backside willy nilly. I even did some gentle ball whacking with a leather strap when he asked me to, and it was ok. Nobody died. I told my Master later about that and he said "Don't get any ideas about doing that to me". Giggle, of course not.
The best part was the little noises of pain/pleasure. And the welts, feeling the warmth of his skin. That was pretty cool too.
Although, we then switched and he caned me and it was great! He said I seemed to respond even more than usual. When I get caned, it is like having sex for me. It is a real high. I was thrashing and coming all over the place.
It seems my fears have been soothed.
It really felt much easier for me to top someone else, who's not my Master. I didn't have that "wrongness" feeling about it, and plus I already knew that he really loves caning and has taught a lot of people to do what I was doing. I really didn't get any dom head space at all, but he was walking me step by step through the whole thing, giving a lot of directions. I did get a little rush of excitement at times, but didn't find it very erotic. I think I was concentrating too hard on learning and doing it right. To give a good caning, an erotic caning, there is a lot more involved than simply applying the cane to a backside willy nilly. I even did some gentle ball whacking with a leather strap when he asked me to, and it was ok. Nobody died. I told my Master later about that and he said "Don't get any ideas about doing that to me". Giggle, of course not.
The best part was the little noises of pain/pleasure. And the welts, feeling the warmth of his skin. That was pretty cool too.
Although, we then switched and he caned me and it was great! He said I seemed to respond even more than usual. When I get caned, it is like having sex for me. It is a real high. I was thrashing and coming all over the place.
It seems my fears have been soothed.
Report Abuse
Question from Amy:
I like your "report abuse" statement on the blog as I had a very abusive relationship in my past. My question is, did you have one that was abusive and is that why you took the time to post those two important words? And, if so, how did you know the difference when you got in this relationship?
I'm sorry you had an abusive relationship in the past.
This is the first time I noticed that button! I think blogger put it there, not me.
This is actually my first serious relationship, so I've never experienced an abusive situation.
I like your "report abuse" statement on the blog as I had a very abusive relationship in my past. My question is, did you have one that was abusive and is that why you took the time to post those two important words? And, if so, how did you know the difference when you got in this relationship?
I'm sorry you had an abusive relationship in the past.
This is the first time I noticed that button! I think blogger put it there, not me.
This is actually my first serious relationship, so I've never experienced an abusive situation.
Monday, March 5, 2018
TMI Tuesday: My Anonymous Town
1. What food(s) is your city/country known for?
The USA is known for a lot of foods, mostly adopted from other places, so I'm going to choose a local one. We have paczkis here, because this area had tons of Polish immigrants. It's a lot like a donut, and like most Polish words, completely counter intuitive to pronounce for English speakers.
You say paczki something like "poonch-key".
2. What should people do when visiting your city?
It is such a small town, I don't know. There are lakes to fish, trails to hike, and there is a brewery that gives tours and as many samples as you can handle.
3. What do people do when they come to your home?
They have to pet my dogs. The dogs insist.
4. What should people expect when they visit you?
A lot of dogs?
Bonus: If you were chair who would you like to have sit on you?
A very small, cute puppy.
For more TMI Tuesday blogs:
https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com/2018/03/05/tmi-tuesday-march-6-2018/
The USA is known for a lot of foods, mostly adopted from other places, so I'm going to choose a local one. We have paczkis here, because this area had tons of Polish immigrants. It's a lot like a donut, and like most Polish words, completely counter intuitive to pronounce for English speakers.
You say paczki something like "poonch-key".
2. What should people do when visiting your city?
It is such a small town, I don't know. There are lakes to fish, trails to hike, and there is a brewery that gives tours and as many samples as you can handle.
3. What do people do when they come to your home?
They have to pet my dogs. The dogs insist.
4. What should people expect when they visit you?
A lot of dogs?
Bonus: If you were chair who would you like to have sit on you?
A very small, cute puppy.
For more TMI Tuesday blogs:
https://tmituesdayblog.wordpress.com/2018/03/05/tmi-tuesday-march-6-2018/
Nervous and Vulnerable
Today is the morning of my rendezvous with DrPeter. There is a major difference this time which has been feeling more nervous than normal and weirdly vulnerable. We had talked months ago about me topping him, and I said at that time I wasn't feeling into it. I talked to my Master about it too, and he basically left it up to me. He wasn't going to prohibit me from doing topping, but he wasn't going to order me to do it either. So I just put in the back of my mind as a "Nope" and it simmered there, but then last month it started coming to the top of my mind as a "Maybe I could..."
I thought about it for a whole week before coming to the decision that I was going to try it. Then it took me another two weeks to come up with the courage to type it out in a message. I have to face a lot of fears in deciding to do this. Maybe it will turn out to be no big deal at all, or really fun, but I have a lot of fear.
What if I start but then I get angry? (Why would I get angry, well, I don't know, only that the few times my Master told me to hit him with an implement, I felt uncontrollably and unreasonably angry). What if I feel sick to my stomach? What if I feel angry and sick to my stomach?
What if I am bad at it? What if I hit the wrong spots accidentally?
What if I find it totally unarousing? What if I'm good enough at it that he wants me to do it all the time and I never get my turn for being the bottom again? What if it makes me change my view of myself?
I thought about it for a whole week before coming to the decision that I was going to try it. Then it took me another two weeks to come up with the courage to type it out in a message. I have to face a lot of fears in deciding to do this. Maybe it will turn out to be no big deal at all, or really fun, but I have a lot of fear.
What if I start but then I get angry? (Why would I get angry, well, I don't know, only that the few times my Master told me to hit him with an implement, I felt uncontrollably and unreasonably angry). What if I feel sick to my stomach? What if I feel angry and sick to my stomach?
What if I am bad at it? What if I hit the wrong spots accidentally?
What if I find it totally unarousing? What if I'm good enough at it that he wants me to do it all the time and I never get my turn for being the bottom again? What if it makes me change my view of myself?
Favorite Movie and Childhood Memory
A question from Roz:
What is your favourite movie? Favourite childhood memory?
My all time favorite movie, that I have watched over and over and partially memorized, is The Princess Bride. It hits all my humor buttons just right. I have also read the book a few times.
I have many favorite memories from childhood, but the one I'm thinking of right now is when my cousins would all meet up at my grandparents farm in Oklahoma. We'd run all over the place, exploring. The giant pile of cotton seeds in the barn was an especially fun time. It was like having a huge snow pile to play on, only without the coldness. Man, we must have been some dirty kids!
One summer my oldest cousin, a year older than me, spent months there and tamed a field of bulls to come and eat out of his hand. I got brave enough to go out there an offer them a handful of cow cake from my hand, which was a pretty special experience. A Hereford bull is a BIG animal.
No bull, they looked just like this one.
What is your favourite movie? Favourite childhood memory?
My all time favorite movie, that I have watched over and over and partially memorized, is The Princess Bride. It hits all my humor buttons just right. I have also read the book a few times.
I have many favorite memories from childhood, but the one I'm thinking of right now is when my cousins would all meet up at my grandparents farm in Oklahoma. We'd run all over the place, exploring. The giant pile of cotton seeds in the barn was an especially fun time. It was like having a huge snow pile to play on, only without the coldness. Man, we must have been some dirty kids!
One summer my oldest cousin, a year older than me, spent months there and tamed a field of bulls to come and eat out of his hand. I got brave enough to go out there an offer them a handful of cow cake from my hand, which was a pretty special experience. A Hereford bull is a BIG animal.
Sunday, March 4, 2018
Bridges on Fire
Question from Lea (Thank you, thank you!):
What bridges do you not regret burning?
I have burned very few bridges, over a life time, I think. I am more the type to let friendships fade away through inaction (especially if they are doing the same) than to actually burn anything.
However, in the past 7 years I have met more people, become intimate with more people, and also definitively lost more friends than in the previous 20 years.
I would say there are two that I have burnt the bridge completely and by my own actions. I don't regret them at all. I regret that it took me a while to do it, that it turned into deeper friendships than maybe it should have if I had realized sooner it wasn't in my best interests to get involved with certain people. But I can't really say I regret how it ended because I would do the same again. One of them was just a friend and the other was a friend and also sometime play partner. Then there are all the collateral friendship complications because we all run in the same circles. I try to ignore that as best as I can. If someone wants to remain friends with both and not take sides, I can be ok with that.
What bridges do you not regret burning?
I have burned very few bridges, over a life time, I think. I am more the type to let friendships fade away through inaction (especially if they are doing the same) than to actually burn anything.
However, in the past 7 years I have met more people, become intimate with more people, and also definitively lost more friends than in the previous 20 years.
I would say there are two that I have burnt the bridge completely and by my own actions. I don't regret them at all. I regret that it took me a while to do it, that it turned into deeper friendships than maybe it should have if I had realized sooner it wasn't in my best interests to get involved with certain people. But I can't really say I regret how it ended because I would do the same again. One of them was just a friend and the other was a friend and also sometime play partner. Then there are all the collateral friendship complications because we all run in the same circles. I try to ignore that as best as I can. If someone wants to remain friends with both and not take sides, I can be ok with that.
Saturday, March 3, 2018
Questions and Answers
March is blogger question month, so if there is anything you are curious about, always wondered, pondering or want to ask for any other reason that is about us, please ask! I would love a few questions, especially this week.
Las Vegas, Baby!
Well, not me. But my Master is going to Las Vegas today for a week long conference and I'm staying here to hold down the fort with the kids and animals.
I've been trying to think about other things rather than how I'm going to miss him, like having dinner tonight with some friends and planning to see Dr. Peter on Monday. After that, who knows? Maybe a haircut and a lot of Pokemon hunting.
I've been trying to think about other things rather than how I'm going to miss him, like having dinner tonight with some friends and planning to see Dr. Peter on Monday. After that, who knows? Maybe a haircut and a lot of Pokemon hunting.
Friday, March 2, 2018
When You Give a Mouse a Cookie
When you give a slave (ok, maybe just me) a cookie, she will eat 10 cookies, and then probably a box of donuts because the diet is dead anyway. So, that is the reason why, when my Master offered me ONE cookie this morning, I said I didn't want one. It's easier to have none than just to have one taste which brings the cravings for sugar down like a ton of bricks again.
So the cookies are all gone to work with Master (the kids ate some) and I'm relieved.
So the cookies are all gone to work with Master (the kids ate some) and I'm relieved.
Fit for Friday Five
I did not eat any cookies and I lost two lbs this week. Not that those are directly related, since you can't lose weight by avoiding one thing, but both involved a lot of will power.
Here's the whole week:
2/23 10 carbs. 1.5 hours of walking in three separate walks.
2/24 Not really sure, but about 54 carbs for the day. That was Saturday when we went out to eat. 2.5 hours of walking outside.
2/25 9 carbs. 1 hour of walking outside.
2/26 11 carbs. 20 minute walk outside.
2/27 12 carbs. 40 minutes of walking outside. 45 minutes mucking out the barn (way sweatier than walking). It was a beautiful day, really not like February in Wisconsin at all.
2/28 8 carbs. 35 minutes of walking outside and about 1.5 hours mucking in the barn (it's not done yet either).
2/29 7 carbs. 22 minutes of zumba, 35 minutes of walking outside and about 20 minutes of barn mucking. I'm tired.
Fondles FFF blog: http://fondles.blogspot.com/2018/03/fff-5.html
Here's the whole week:
2/23 10 carbs. 1.5 hours of walking in three separate walks.
2/24 Not really sure, but about 54 carbs for the day. That was Saturday when we went out to eat. 2.5 hours of walking outside.
2/25 9 carbs. 1 hour of walking outside.
2/26 11 carbs. 20 minute walk outside.
2/27 12 carbs. 40 minutes of walking outside. 45 minutes mucking out the barn (way sweatier than walking). It was a beautiful day, really not like February in Wisconsin at all.
2/28 8 carbs. 35 minutes of walking outside and about 1.5 hours mucking in the barn (it's not done yet either).
2/29 7 carbs. 22 minutes of zumba, 35 minutes of walking outside and about 20 minutes of barn mucking. I'm tired.
Fondles FFF blog: http://fondles.blogspot.com/2018/03/fff-5.html
Thursday, March 1, 2018
The Cruelest Task Of All
Being a slave isn't all fun and games, right?
But today's task seems unusually cruel to me.
This week is evidently Master's turn to bring a snack for the Friday meeting at work, and they LOVE my cookies there. So he told me to bake some cookies for them today.
You all know (I think) how hard I have been working on my low carb diet, and maybe you don't know, but I have a hard time with temptations. And I love cookies. When I bake, I'm eating, so that's the real reason I love to bake.
My plan for the day is to bake all these cookies and eat none of them.
Wish me luck and mostly willpower, folks.
But today's task seems unusually cruel to me.
This week is evidently Master's turn to bring a snack for the Friday meeting at work, and they LOVE my cookies there. So he told me to bake some cookies for them today.
You all know (I think) how hard I have been working on my low carb diet, and maybe you don't know, but I have a hard time with temptations. And I love cookies. When I bake, I'm eating, so that's the real reason I love to bake.
My plan for the day is to bake all these cookies and eat none of them.
Wish me luck and mostly willpower, folks.
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