Thursday, March 8, 2018

Kinky Realizations

Olivia asks,

When did you first realize you were into kink? What happened, or what were the circumstances around that realization? 

My realization happened in 2011.  That wasn't the first time we'd done anything that could be considered kinky, and it wasn't the first time I'd had fantasies that were pretty out there.  I think I have always had those, at least as early as I can remember.  However, I didn't think they were anything that could be acted on, or that it was even desirable to act on that sort of thing.  I'd think about them when masturbating, but that's about it. 

 In 2011 my Master and the kids went off to California without me and I was sitting around playing on the internet a lot.  I looked up some BDSM sites (which I had been reading on and off for at least 10 years).  But this time the people I found in a forum made it seem like this could be real life, not just a fantasy story.  I wanted to try it.  So I asked Master when he got home if we could.  He thought some aliens had given me a new brain, but he was pretty thrilled with the amount of things I was suddenly willing to do.   

Thanks for asking, Olivia!

2 comments:

  1. This is a great question and I enjoyed reading your answer. Sounds like you were already dabbling before "taking the plunge".

    Hugs
    Roz

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  2. Thanks for answering! Funny, I would have thought that you two would have been at it for much longer. And isn't it interesting how many of ushad kink as a forbidden fantasy for a long time before we even thought about acting on it? Anyhow, thanks for sharing your experience.

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