I don't really know how to handle this yet. I have gone from the insatiable sex fiend to really just not wanting it after my whole kidney stone ordeal. I don't feel turned on all day. I look at sexy pictures on fetlife out of habit and I don't feel like masturbating. My third vibrator in 6 months broke and I don't want another one. I don't feel like doing anything kinky. I don't want a beating.
Perhaps I am normal. Maybe this is a good change as I don't feel a constant wanting and longing. But I also feel a great sadness about not having that horny feeling anymore. I worry that my Master will be unhappy with me. He really liked the super slutty me.
Is this a temporary dip? Will it go back? Is this the end of sex blogging for me? Maybe I just need more time for my innards to settle down?
Since Friday we have had sex four times, which is almost every day. I enjoy it for the feeling of being of service to my Master. I enjoy being wanted. I enjoy pleasing him, but I feel like if he hadn't wanted to any of those times I would have been just as happy to snuggle up in his arms and be petted.
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maybe right now after that medical issue all you want to do is cuddle because that's what you need *right now*. I'm sure the horniness will return once your psyche and body get back on track and are back in sync. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteHi Ancilla..
ReplyDeleteI agree with Fondles, maybe not totally surprising after the kidney stone ordeal. Also, I think many of us go through these slumps in libido from time to time. I'm sure it will return.
Hugs
Roz