With his permission, of course, sharing our conversation, that I had while messaging with him today:
Me: Do you think my behavior is a reflection of you?
Master: I mold your behavior, and shape it to my will, so in a sense, yes it is. I make you what I want, so yes, but that does not make you just a reflection or a poor image. You can't shape a pug to be a border collie.
Me: With all this round and round (on Fetlife) I got all mixed up from where I started, and wasn't sure what you thought about it.
Master: You are already what I wanted, and I only make minor changes. I don't change who you are, but only minor facets of you. I have never made you do something absolutely against your principles or beliefs, to my knowledge.
Me: So, up to a point, yes, but not in every particular?
Master: Exactly. Little things. Tweaks.
But if you weren't who you already were, I wouldn't have found you interesting and attractive. I don't want to remake you.
Just make minor adjustments.
Me: If I started going around in pubic calling people names (who didn't deserve it) you'd rein me in. But that is not really me, anyway, it is hard to imagine. But say I got drunk and started picking up random cups and drinking them, you'd drag me away from it.
Maybe next time not let me get so drunk.
Master: I have, in fact, done both in the past.
Me: Because I didn't behave.
Master: Yes, exactly. But if you got tipsy at a munch, stripped and danced naked, I might let that pass.
Me: You'd be egging me on!
Master: I thought you were getting a little too obnoxious in some of your postings on FL, and I found that unattractive, so I limit your snarkiness. I don't want to eliminate it, just limit it to real idiots. Plus, you were agonizing about it too much.
Before, during, and after. So I stepped in. Not everything has to be a fight or a debate. Sometimes the best answer is to ignore.
Me: True. Sometimes I need to step away and take some calming breaths
Master: The Japanese have a word for this.
Me: What is it?
then of course I had to go look that up myself.
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