That was not me.
My submission and slavery involves a lot of internalizing of his desires. I didn't think of it exactly that way, but I'm coming to that realization. It is part of becoming internally enslaved. It is true that in striving to please him, I find that his desires become my desires, his wishes are my wishes. At least sometimes.
When he helps me along it goes faster.
In this case he helps it along by providing me with strokes and reinforcements, often times actual strokes of the cane or whip. And orgasms. Lots of orgasms.
Why do I love cock sucking? Because that penis belongs to my Master, and because sucking, licking and fondling it is one of the best ways I can please him. I love the way it is sometimes soft at first, but stiffens in my mouth, I love to look up at him and see his head leaned back and his eyes closed in pleasure. I love when he commands me to kneel at his feet and pleasure him. I love when he thrusts down my throat hard and fast and I become nothing but an instrument of his pleasure. I love when he comes. I love when he calls me his little cock sucking whore. I love cleaning him with my tongue afterward. I love the fact that he makes me do it sometimes until my jaw is sore and my lips are bruised. It is about power and control and pleasure, all wrapped up in one delicious package.
Because I worship the man who owns me, I worship his cock.
Great job! Love your last sentence. "Because I worship the man who owns me, I worship his cock."
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Thank you! This was fun to write.
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