I'm used to working on my acceptance of denial. He warned me ahead of time that it might happen last night. That he might just tease, spank and torment me all evening, while I had the butt plug in, and then not fuck me, saving up his orgasm for someone else. Nothing was guaranteed.
However, that doesn't mean it is easy, just because I'm getting more used to it.
Lying in the dark, he could feel the waves of horny frustration flowing off of me. He could feel me willing myself desperately to be a good slave and not complain or try to seduce him or to be pouty. Pouty is not a good slave trait to my Master.
He told me that feeling my torment of frustration as I lay quietly in the dark eventually aroused him so much he decided to fuck me anyway, ending my torment but satisfying himself.
I have strongly mixed feelings on what he said.
The fact that he's so aroused by emotionally tormenting me turns me on and yet frightens me.
Or maybe those are the same thing.
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