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I have some anal beads, which I dearly love to feel, and of course we have da butt sexins, but the plug... it's new.
I was all excited to try it, but when he dabbed on a little lube and tried to shove it straight in, holy heck I let out a shriek! That hurt! Really bad too. I was crying and laughing at myself at the same time, thinking "What the ...??? I wanted this? Why???"
It is not even a big one, as butt plugs go. It is certainly no two pound monster, or cell phone.
I must have a really tight ass.
Master kindly loosened my ass some more, but at that point even his finger was making me whimper and moan. He enjoyed my sound effects. I just worried about waking the kids with my shrieks and tried to imagine what I'd tell them if I did (spider in the bed? nightmare?).
He used the beads, which are awesome the way they go in slowly. Then back to the plug. This time he had me push it in myself, and it wasn't so bad. (See how nice he is??)
After it was all in, the feeling was really hot. He paddled me then began fucking me. He could feel the plug as well on his cock and it was extremely pleasurable for both of us. Fill all the holes! :)
After much fucking, he told me to get on my stomach and raise my ass. He took me again, each thrust shoving the plug in deeper. I moaned, and squirmed, was on the edge of coming but waiting for him to come and give me the command. Finally he orgasmed and ordered "CUM" and I spasmed around him and around the plug.
Getting the plug out again was a whole nother ordeal, but he left me to do that on my own.
I can't wait to do it again!
well that plug, while pretty, is REALLY fat and round, I'm not surprised it hurt. The one we use is longer, but more tapered, more the shape the arsehole can take easily.
ReplyDeleteAnd where is the fun of using a plug that can be "take easily"? Are the spankings you get "taken easily"? To each his/her own, but Ancilla doesn't strike me as a gal that is much into things "taken easily".
DeleteAre you saying I seem like a masochist? ;)
DeleteYou seem like a slave that knows how to treat her Master. :) You also seem like my own baby girl, who once-upon-a-time thought three medium strength swats from the paddle was "pretty severe", but now takes 50 to 100 solid swats and is ready for more a couple days later. A baby girl's desire to please her Daddy (or in your case, Master) often drives her to take harder and harder punishment and to seek out more ways to illustrate her devotion. At least that's the way it works with my baby girl. She once found it difficult to take a one minute, OTK, hand spanking, but now my hand gives out before her bottom does (hello, bath brush). She used to dread getting it on the bare, now she asks permission to strip naked before I blister her bottom. And not long ago she was "a little scared" to use a plug like mc kitten describes, but now she wears a plug larger than her man's equipment for hours and hours, often asking permission to continue wearing it when I say she can take it out. She is a capable, strong and intelligent woman, attractive and utterly feminine. She does not need to acquiesce to any man, yet she chooses to give me her obedience, submission and (my favorite) adoration. She looks up to me and thinks I'm amazing, but I think she is more amazing. I'm sure that statement endangers renewal of my Dom card, but I don't care. I cherish and admire my baby girl's submission, borne of love and devotion. If more Doms had this attitude, I believe more women would explore submission.
DeleteShe sounds like a wonderful girl! I bet she is delighted to hear that you are so pleased with her.
DeleteI'd say my tolerance increased hugely from the beginning also. I used to be scared of so many implements that I love now- the cane and whip especially.
She is a very wonderful baby girl, more wonderful than I ever could have imagined. I never believed I would have enjoyed being called "Daddy" by anyone that was not really my child, but with her I do. Writing in my journal last week I realized I use a lot of language like that when writing about her or us; phrases like "I never would have imagined" and "I never believed" this or that to be possible. I'm not usually given to such absolutist language, except where she is concerned. I'm happy to be compelled to write such grandiose things about her... she is worthy of the accolades.
DeleteYour experience now loving things that once "scared" you mirrors many of our experiences. In the beginning we both had a very "yuck" reaction to plugs. Then one day she broke a cardinal rule: texting and driving (while speeding, no less). I bought a plug and made her wear it, thinking it would be a very miserable and memorable punishment. Well, it backfired, as she confessed to me several days later that it had really turned her on and made her feel "owned". Now we have three of them, one for punishment that is big and uncomfortable (but not painful); one that is used when she is spanked (if the occasion warrants it); and one she likes to wear to feel owned and to feel close to me. If we are separated, sometimes she will ask me if she can wear one or the other to feel close to me. So, as you noted, things change. Actions or objects that used to be "scary" can become exciting and a regular part of your play.
Maybe one day that will change how we both feel about the cane and whip. Neither of us, in particular, like the cane. The shocking, thudding and entire-body-impacting paddle is our instrument of choice. Well, it's mine for sure! I'm not sure she would call it her "instrument of choice", but it is surely the one that gets her attention the best. It doesn't take a lot of swats to accomplish what I want to communicate to her and has a very visceral and visible effect. With the cane the user can see a welt and the reaction, but the effect is so subjective. With the paddle I can see how it flattens her bottom and wracks her whole body. But, as it has been with other things (such as plugs) perhaps one day we'll change our mind.
If you don't mind me asking, can you tell me why you now love the whip and cane? What changed your mind? Also, per your increased tolerance, why do you think your tolerance has increased? Is it just because you've gotten tougher or is it driven in part by your desire to please? Forgive my curiosity, I just wondered why.
Beautiful plug, girl!! I love plugs. If you push against the plug when he's putting it it, it is so much easier (I know, counter intuitive, but the muscle ring relaxes when you do - try it next time). For me, sometimes when I'm feeling really reatless or unsettled or especially feisty, wearing the plug is seriously settling. Sir sometimes commands it be worn for specific periods of time when I'm doing chores or errands. It's awesome! Yours is especially pretty!!
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Fiona
Thanks for the tip!
DeleteWearing a plug is instant reminder that i belong to Him.
ReplyDeletehugs abby
I could definitely feel it was there at all times. I left out the bit where he made me dance for him. That was challenging.
DeleteThat's a pretty one :-) I have found that being relaxed and sexually aroused makes the insertion of plugs or anything else much easier, and sometimes even fun. I learned long ago in a birthing class of all places, that when your mouth is open and relaxed, any other sphincters in your body are more relaxed as well. Also, take as long as you need to put it in, unless you aren't allowed. Good luck next time :-)
ReplyDeleteYeah, I wasn't really at all relaxed or aroused, so that made it worse I guess.
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ReplyDeleteThese are such pretty plugs!!!! ava x
ReplyDeleteYour adventures put mine to shame!! Lucky girl...with a sparkly butt!
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