I guess I wouldn't call masturbation a kink, but it is about sex, and it is the topic of the week, so here we go:
So, lets talk about you and masturbation.
Are you a regular wanker?
Yes. Every day, generally, when allowed by my Master. I haven't always been a regular though. Before I was a slave, I rarely masturbated at all. It was more of an every few months thing, and only when he wasn't around for some reason. Why? Well, I just wasn't thinking about it. I didn't need it, so I didn't do it.
When did you first start masturbating?
I don't remember the age, but probably as a younger teen. I always used a towel between my legs, to hump on, that was my only method. When I started a relationship with Master, he bought me some vibrators and I used those, both with him and alone.
Was it a wonderful discovery of a
Some of both, I guess. My mom got me the book "Our Bodies, Ourselves", and I read it cover to cover. I knew that masturbating was a normal thing that most people did, but also that is was private, and kind of embarrassing.
Maybe you were bought up in a environment where you
were taught that touching yourself was ‘devils play’, how did this
effect you and your exploration of your self pleasure?
No, my parents were not like that at all. One time I even asked my mom how I could get an orgasm while having sex because I was having trouble with that and Master said "Well, why don't you ask your mom?" I believe I was 17 or 18 at the time. And she answered me without making me feel shamed. She already knew we were having sex, and she had even taken us shopping for spermicide. That was a whole story in itself!
Do you like to use sex toys when you masturbate? Maybe you have a
favorite toy or maybe you prefer the joys of your own hand/fingers and
Yes. Since I got the Hitachi Magic Wand that is the one I use. It's just the best, for me anyway, since I don't have access to a Sybian (those are great!).
Sometimes I will also stick in the butt plug or use another toy to penetrate my pussy, but mostly just the magic wand. I've never really relied solely on my fingers.
Does masturbation feature in your relationship? Is watching your
partner getting off is seriously hot or something that makes you
uncomfortable, alternatively how do you feel about being watched?
Yes, I have restrictions on masturbation, that is part of our relationship. I think having some restrictions makes it even more fun and enticing. I don't mind watching or being watched. I find it hot. I didn't always though; I used to be embarrassed, but I got over that. My Master rarely masturbates these days, unless it is part of our play and he's going to come on me. Generally if he wants to get off he just uses me. I get really hot if he makes me lie on the floor and he stands over me and jacks off.
What do you think about when you masturbate? Is there a favorite,
orgasm guaranteed, fantasy that you like to think about when you are
reaching between your thighs? Do you like to watch porn, or maybe you
prefer the stimulation of the written word?
I have several good masturbation fantasies that I don't like to share because sharing them makes them less exciting for me.
So, I'm not telling! I don't usually watch porn or read it while I'm engaged in the act. I just play scenarios out in my head. Sometimes the scenes in my head are from the last time Master and I were doing sexy things together.
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