I'm having a morning of feeling empty, lonely, disconnected. Hating everyone and everything. I read a blog about someone else's struggles with being on a diet. Of having to be perpetually on a diet. Worrying about Unicorn frappacinos and what it means for the country. I felt slightly better. Yes, that's relatable! Dieting sucks. Also gaining weight does too. Which sucks more? Eh.
Swept the floor. Feeling slightly better after that. I still hate everything but at least the floor is clean. And I have to make cheesecake today. But I don't have to eat all the cheesecake! It's for Trivia, which I am also feeling ambivalent about instead of excited. I think I need some sunshine. I should get out in the garden but that just seems like a lot of work.