Friday, April 21, 2017

Empty

I'm having a morning of feeling empty, lonely, disconnected.  Hating everyone and everything.  I read a blog about someone else's struggles with being on a diet. Of having to be perpetually on a diet.  Worrying about Unicorn frappacinos and what it means for the country.   I felt slightly better.  Yes, that's relatable! Dieting sucks.  Also gaining weight does too.  Which sucks more?  Eh.

Swept the floor.  Feeling slightly better after that.  I still hate everything but at least the floor is clean.  And I have to make cheesecake today.   But I don't have to eat all the cheesecake!  It's for Trivia, which I am also feeling ambivalent about instead of excited.  I think I need some sunshine.  I should get out in the garden but that just seems like a lot of work.  

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  1. Ah, god- I have those 'off' days as well. I think it just means we're human. I try to just ride it out and let it pass without much fuss, myself. Good luck. *hugs*

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    1. Also, all my coffee was decaf. This does not work for me! Finally got some real coffee in the afternoon.

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