I'm feeling a lot more like myself now, and trying desperately to get the house back into some sort of organized and clean state. It's amazing on how fast it turns into a disaster when I'm sick. Yesterday I even did some touch-up painting in the bathroom.
Except for last night, when Master was exhausted by work and went to bed early, we have been getting back into the daily beating routine. This makes me feel more like myself than anything else does, happy and content with my place in his life.
Last night, even though he was tired, he made me do a bit of role playing (humiliating) and I was allowed to suck his cock (very gratefully) and he had a quick fuck. I adore and love my Master.
On Fetlife, one of the groups has been discussing "breaking" as in getting rid of the old life/patterns/ways of thinking and establishing purely slavish ways. This was never done to me, and I actually don't think it is neccessary in all cases, but perhaps for some people they would never get to be a slave without it. Any one else have thoughts on this?