So what do you do when you get those little nagging "bad slave thoughts"? The ones that are telling you to break a rule, any rule, "Just to see what will happen".
Ok, don't tell me I'm the only one who has them? I know I'm not.
Well, what I do, on the very wise advice of a friend, is to put on my big girl panties and act like the slave I have promised to be. Which is to say, I follow the rules.
Then in the morning I confessed my thoughts to him (he was so tired last night I didn't want to keep him up) and he listened, then fucked me silly and came in my mouth. After that I got the attitude adjustment. This is different than a punishment, but still rather painful, just without the guilt over having messed up.
Afterward he told me "There is that servile smile I like to see".
How embarrassing, and yet a little hot, that I actually have a "servile smile".
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If you are wanting to break a rule because you are craving some sort of pain, then this went really well for you - you didn't have to break a rule and you got the pain. That is where I think the bad slave girl thoughts come from personally.
ReplyDeleteIf it was another reason, then that may require more thought.
It was more than that I think. If I want pain, usually all I do is ask for it. I'm not embarrassed to ask anymore, and he doesn't object to being asked. My bad attitude came from something else, something that happened earlier in the evening. I felt like I was having to make too many decisions, and it was bothering me.
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