Sunday, June 29, 2014

Knees Shaking and Ass Aching

Master got into my head this morning in a new but familiar way.   He used his sneaky mind tricks.  He wanted to force me, violate me, coerce me into sex and I got quite deep into my role as victim.   I wanted it and didn't want it at the same time.  He said he was going to keep hurting me until I begged to be raped.  

It took awhile.  

I think my bruises have bruises.  

And I have a permanent smile on my face. 

1 comment:

  1. How 'nice' of Him to give you your smile for the day!
    hugs abby


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