Master got into my head this morning in a new but familiar way. He used his sneaky mind tricks. He wanted to force me, violate me, coerce me into sex and I got quite deep into my role as victim. I wanted it and didn't want it at the same time. He said he was going to keep hurting me until I begged to be raped.
It took awhile.
I think my bruises have bruises.
And I have a permanent smile on my face.
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How 'nice' of Him to give you your smile for the day!
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