Master and I had the opportunity to talk again since we drove together to a new part time gig he has, where I am also volunteering (they get two for the salary of one employee, what a deal!). It is only going to be maybe one day a month on his days off, which meant we had no day of kink n sexy stuff, but we did get a lot of togetherness, which is also fun. It also involves a lot of playing with puppies and kittens, so a good thing for me.
On the drive down there, we talked about my blog yesterday. He wanted me to add that it is not just that he minds me being upset about doing this thing, or that he feels bad for me, but that when my head is wrong my level of service is not as good, not as enthusiastic, and not what he wants (cringe, blush, ack! but that is what he said).
Yes, he could punish me for this, he said, and he would have if I had only given poor service without explaining my issues to him. He'd rather have my headspace right and my full and enthusiastic participation rather than a fearful acceptance. In this case, anyway.
For ass sex, he's fine with just fearful acceptance. :)
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