Friday, May 29, 2015

Shiny

When I'm having one of those days, I sometimes wonder if I am not shiny anymore.  I'm not new any longer, haven't been for a very long time.  I know I'm loved, but I'll never be new to him again. 
I ask myself "Can I still be shiny without being new?"

  But then I feel him behind me in the bathroom, looking at me in the mirror as he tears my clothes off.  He has a hunger in his eyes, and as he presses against me, pulling my head up when I try to lower it, forcing me to look... I see the look in his eyes and I know I am still shiny to him.


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11 comments:

  1. sinMay 29, 2015 at 5:06 PM

    You're lucky. I'm feeling desperately "unshiny" at the moment.

    P

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    1. ancilla_ksstMay 30, 2015 at 6:52 PM

      I'm sorry you are down. I get that way sometimes too, obviously.

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  2. toriMay 29, 2015 at 5:07 PM

    this was lovely, yeah i guess the newness does fade, but one never tires of it anyway....well unless its an inflatable butt plug....how i wish he would tire of that lol

    x

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  3. greengirlMay 29, 2015 at 9:13 PM

    What a great way to put it! I love that this gives them ways to express how they really feel - and us too.

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  4. Mr.MidasMay 30, 2015 at 4:47 AM

    Some things I would not dare/want to try with 'new' even. For a split second I thought: 'kink is the polish that keeps it shiny ...'

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    1. ancilla_ksstMay 30, 2015 at 6:51 PM

      Every time I think of polish I think of knobs. hee hee!

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  5. abbyMay 30, 2015 at 4:34 PM

    Ah...what a wonderful way to put it. And that look......goes through you heart right to your toes....
    hugs abby

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    1. ancilla_ksstMay 30, 2015 at 6:50 PM

      Yes, it sure does. I still feel that way today. I'm hoping Master will come upstairs with me before dinner. Wink wink. :)

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  6. danaeJune 2, 2015 at 1:01 PM

    Oh love this!

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