I had to edit the title of the post for more accuracy. Every now and then I think I may have approached the patience level of a normal adult, then a mood like this morning hits. I feel a little stuffy headed. My Master feels terrible. The kids are fighting. The dogs are barking. I feel like I would rather strangle someone that submit gracefully or happily to anything. I hate everything.
I seriously need a long, hard tear- inducing beating. I feel like it is the only chance of shifting this mood, and my Master just isn't up for it, too sick, not interested at all. I snapped at him for standing in the doorway when I was trying to get the dogs to come in so they would stop barking- they come in, they go back out, and he's standing in the doorway preventing me from closing it when they come in. I feel bad about that, but I also feel like snapping again. It's just bad.
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