Thursday, March 13, 2014

Question number 12!

Danae asks: 
Name a quality you really like about yourself. What is your favorite food? favorite color? favorite book? What is something you miss about your life before M/s?

I really like the way I consider all viewpoints and give people the benefit of the doubt.  I consider myself easy going and tolerant that way.   I don't get worked up about this or that, or go around creating drama in my personal life.

My favorite food would be a chocolate eclair from a Parisian bakery, eaten at a sidewalk cafe.   With an espresso with two sugar cubes and a lump of chocolate in it.   Sitting across from my Master, who is having the same.

My favorite color is blue, like the sky.

I don't have a favorite book.  There are just too many of them that I like, so that I can't pick just one.   

Something I miss about my life before M/s?   I guess I might say my ability to get up at 5 am (or whatever time, but I like to get an early start) and get the hell out of Dodge on a road trip without regrets.   I used to do that quite a bit.  I didn't ask, I'd just say "I'm going to Alabama (or Colorado, or...) for a week on such and such a date, see ya when I get back."  

Then I'd plan my trip and just go.   

Now it is impossible, for all intents and purposes.  I psychologically simply could not do it.  I think it was an unintended consequence of the internal enslavement.  



  1. Interesting that your enslavement extends to things like making trips.


  2. Do you think your relationship would survive if one of you wanted out of the m/s lifestyle? Would you guys be able to go back to a vanilla marriage or would it be over?

  3. I can relate to the not being able to now that enslaved. Being able to just leave to go on a trip takes me lots of mental prep even to go see family. Thank you for answering my questions! :)

    1. Thank you for asking them! I have been on a few trips alone since this started, but I didn't do any mental prep besides trying to weasel out of going at the last minute and having Master tell me I had to go.

      It was difficult.


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