Thursday, March 13, 2014

Question number 12!

Danae asks: 
 
Name a quality you really like about yourself. What is your favorite food? favorite color? favorite book? What is something you miss about your life before M/s?

I really like the way I consider all viewpoints and give people the benefit of the doubt.  I consider myself easy going and tolerant that way.   I don't get worked up about this or that, or go around creating drama in my personal life.

My favorite food would be a chocolate eclair from a Parisian bakery, eaten at a sidewalk cafe.   With an espresso with two sugar cubes and a lump of chocolate in it.   Sitting across from my Master, who is having the same.

My favorite color is blue, like the sky.

I don't have a favorite book.  There are just too many of them that I like, so that I can't pick just one.   

Something I miss about my life before M/s?   I guess I might say my ability to get up at 5 am (or whatever time, but I like to get an early start) and get the hell out of Dodge on a road trip without regrets.   I used to do that quite a bit.  I didn't ask, I'd just say "I'm going to Alabama (or Colorado, or...) for a week on such and such a date, see ya when I get back."  

Then I'd plan my trip and just go.   

Now it is impossible, for all intents and purposes.  I psychologically simply could not do it.  I think it was an unintended consequence of the internal enslavement.  

 

4 comments:

  1. Interesting that your enslavement extends to things like making trips.

    FD

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  2. Do you think your relationship would survive if one of you wanted out of the m/s lifestyle? Would you guys be able to go back to a vanilla marriage or would it be over?

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  3. I can relate to the not being able to now that enslaved. Being able to just leave to go on a trip takes me lots of mental prep even to go see family. Thank you for answering my questions! :)

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    1. Thank you for asking them! I have been on a few trips alone since this started, but I didn't do any mental prep besides trying to weasel out of going at the last minute and having Master tell me I had to go.

      It was difficult.

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