Question number 12!

Danae asks: 
 
Name a quality you really like about yourself. What is your favorite food? favorite color? favorite book? What is something you miss about your life before M/s?

I really like the way I consider all viewpoints and give people the benefit of the doubt.  I consider myself easy going and tolerant that way.   I don't get worked up about this or that, or go around creating drama in my personal life.

My favorite food would be a chocolate eclair from a Parisian bakery, eaten at a sidewalk cafe.   With an espresso with two sugar cubes and a lump of chocolate in it.   Sitting across from my Master, who is having the same.

My favorite color is blue, like the sky.

I don't have a favorite book.  There are just too many of them that I like, so that I can't pick just one.   

Something I miss about my life before M/s?   I guess I might say my ability to get up at 5 am (or whatever time, but I like to get an early start) and get the hell out of Dodge on a road trip without regrets.   I used to do that quite a bit.  I didn't ask, I'd just say "I'm going to Alabama (or Colorado, or...) for a week on such and such a date, see ya when I get back."  

Then I'd plan my trip and just go.   

Now it is impossible, for all intents and purposes.  I psychologically simply could not do it.  I think it was an unintended consequence of the internal enslavement.