Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Spin Doc

I have to admit I will try to put a positive spin on getting a splinter.  I do this because I think if I complain too much everyone will vanish and I won't have friends.  Really.   

And then there is Master.   He sent me to bed last night with the command "Be Happy" after finding me crying when he called me (I had sent him the message of only "I need you").

He called again this morning.  I was in the middle of crying as I cleaned up the kitchen.  
 

He said "I'm coming home tonight".   He wasn't supposed to be back until tomorrow night.   


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  1. aw, ((((HUGS)))

    I'm glad he's getting home early xx

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  2. It's difficult being apart, so happy for you both that he's coming back earlier than planned!!!

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    1. It is just for a short time, but yeah, I'm feeling better, and trying not to feel guilty about bugging him, which I know is silly.

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  3. (((((Hugs)))))
    It is so fucking hard being apart!!! Funny they can make us cum on command but happy isn't possible. He's a good man to hear and respond and you were wise to tell him that you needed him. Hugs!!
    Fiona

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    1. Thank you! I've done everything he said to do today: watch some amusing TV, not be on the internet too much (well, I kinda sorta did that one), and get some exercise to improve my mood. And I do feel happier, but mainly I think it is because he's coming home in, let's see----4 and a half hours now.

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  4. I think missing your SO in such an extreme way is just part and parcel of this lifestyle. When we were a regular vanilla couple I didn't really look forward to him being gone but it didn't really upset me either. Now it is almost unbearable to have him even go to work. Very happy that he is coming home early for you :)

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  5. Glad he came home early aBtw I love your blog

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